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CH589: Changes in Ideals
Elizabeth ended the call with Harvey.
Her body language was tense.
"Don't worry. Everything will be okay." Korede comforted.
Elizabeth just nodded.
He sighed inwardly.
-We should get the others to come as well.- Fatima suggested.
-The four of us are enough. They have their own duties to take care of.- Korede.
-I know that, but it will be easier to stop whatever is going on and save a lot more people if we're together.-
-Our priority isn't to save the people, it's to stop the attack. That's what the authorities are for. Besides, we risk losing sight of whatever is going on the others' side.-
AUTHOR’S RAMBLINGS
Sorry, about the late post. There’ll only be one chapter today.
I’ve been procrastinating since yesterday. Eventually didn’t get anything done.
I’m feeling the effects of the hiatus I guess. I haven’t gotten back into my writing routine. I couldn’t bring myself to work late at night into the early hours of morning. Fortunately today’s a Sunday or I wouldn’t have been able to get this chapter done.
Even though I wrote the chapter, I ended up digressing.
The topic in this chapter was actually supposed to come after the arc, but... I ended up using it just to get myself to release something.
Honestly, I’ve been having difficulty getting myself to write recently. It just feels like a chore. I remember the time when it was really fun to do. Now, I feel like I’m always running against a deadline or something.
Thinking about it, it’s kinda my fault. I shouldn’t have gotten my expectations so high when I decided to turn my hobby into a source of income. It’s probably the failure to meet my expectations that’s causing me to lose motivation.
I probably would have stop writing if not for the support I am getting.
Ironically, maybe the feeling of not wanting to disappoint you guys is also feeding into my procrastination. Humans are complicated. *sighs*
This chapter somehow came easy because it spoke to me. I’m wondering if I lost the innocence and joy of writing because I started to see it as a source of income. Maybe I’m not the kind of person who should turn his hobby into a job.
Can I ever find that innocence and joy again, I wonder?
P.S I’m not falling into depression or anything like that. I just felt this urge to rant. I think it got better now that I did.
Anyways, thanks for reading this.
Hope you bear with me while I get back into my rhythm.
See you in the next chapter.