章節 5: Birthday (1/2)
Klaus (POV)
'I'm starting to get used to this new life, although I seem like a bastard with no attachment to my memories, because it is by far the dumbest thing for someone to dwell on the past and not move on out of guilt and remorse. Even though I am fully aware of it, I can't stop thinking about those memories.
Despite the mistakes that I made (which were many, in truth) each success and failure shaped my personality. It is this sense of guilt, loss, fulfillment and happiness that makes me think that I am still alive, that I didn't die (technically I did), that I am not just dreaming in a hospital bed praying to some deity I never bothered to know and all for a chance to change my future.
I wonder if I was just trying to find an excuse to alleviate my imperfections, bad choices, if in this new life I will follow the same self-sabotaging path. What kind of excuse will I have to justify my failures in this life?
'I didn't have the opportunity', fuck you don't play games with me... while we remain alive, that is the biggest opportunity for someone to change their own destiny. '
'While I couldn't open up to anyone, not least because I couldn't speak a word, all that was left was to fight my rather depressing thoughts. I'll send true here, reflecting yourself is a pain in the ass, I've never been beaten so badly in my two lives as in this period. Changing the subject, I thought living with the Jenners would be more exciting, but my family is somewhat normal, a typical upper class American family, which disappointed me a bit. '
'My parents spend most of their time working, I hardly ever see my father who is always traveling or giving some little speech somewhere. Despite having a beautiful home in Los Angeles County, in a major city with rich greenery, which is very important for artists being a natural anti-paparazzi.
In my eyes, it is nothing but a shell, with no one...I can't help but sigh. That's what I thought... until I became aware of how much my parents like to fuck, when Kylie's birthday came the family decided to gather, both relatives from the majestic mother's first marriage, and my father's children which in turn resulted in crowding house that was once empty. '
'The atmosphere is very cheerful, I met some of my brothers who until then I had not come into contact with, such as Robert, Burton, Brody and Brandon. Taking advantage that everyone was there, my family decided to have an extended holiday until my first birthday on the 17th, 7 days of celebration.
Of course I didn't let this opportunity pass me by to promote myself, since I can declare myself an expert in high speed crawling which helps me in the exploration of the house and the escapes against Anna, mentioning the devil reminds me that her mission will soon be over and I will finally be FREE.
Looking at my family I try to stand up, everyone stops to stare until I pretend to lose my balance. The look on her face is indeed priceless, I recover and walk towards my mother who is holding out her arms with a beautiful smile.
Getting close to her I raise my head and try to say my first word "fk", it didn't come out as expected, so I try again "fuck".
Everyone who was laughing instantly froze.
"Repeat it to mommy" my mother says in disbelief.
I smile brightly and say "fuck"
[*Ding
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