章節 1: A common world.
What should I say about my life?...
Meaningless ?. Sad ?.
No... I think Empty is the right word.
Someone who tried his best to be good, the one who tried his best to please others. But who never felt satisfied, because he never had the happiness he sees so much in others.
The only time I came to almost feel this happiness that others feel so much is when I read novels. Movies, series and even anime stopped bringing me happiness.
I've never had true friendship, I've never smoked, and even drinking something alcoholic was only once, just so I don't disappoint those who love me.
I also have nothing to complain about my life, I had a good family, with a mother and father who loved me, a acceptable financial condition, that I can survive in the country I live in and I also recently got a job with a minimum wage.
But again... Why did I feel so empty all this time?.
And because in these 19 years of life, the only time I feel alive and happy is when I took this child out of the front of the truck, thus taking death in its place ?.
I'm a selfish bastard who feels happiness in my death, even though understand how much suffering and sad I'm going to cause my mother, father and maybe my dog...
With such regrets, I accepting the death.
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I wondered if after my death I would go to heaven or hell. I feel like I was a good person according to society, but I've heard that thinking can also be a sin.
And I wonder if I go to hell, will it be as described by Dante ?.
Well, luckily for me, I wasn't sent to hell.
Perhaps reading a lot of novels has fulfilled one of my greatest desires.
As I said earlier I'm an avid novel reader, I read a lot of Isekais.
So the moment I woke up from what I thought was my death, noticing that my adult/teen body had been shrunk down to the size of a 5 year old it was sufficient indication of a "reincarnation".
Maybe I would be smiling hugely if it weren't for the enormous heat I started to feel, which also made me notice the blood running out of my head.
Looks like my reincarnation wasn't so healthy.
I died in a truck accident and according to the situation around me I just reincarnated in the body of a child who died in a car accident.
At least I assume the child died, that's what most xianxia books with reincarnation say.
Stopping the daydreams, I quickly walked away from the burning car.
As soon as I was a considerable distance away, I noticed a truck not far away hit a tree.
It looks like the truck lost control, crashed into the back of the car that "I" and assume my family were in, and then crashed into a tree.
... Wait...
I was reincarnated right ?... So why is there a car, a truck and an avenue here ?...
Did I reincarnate in a modern world with super powers or something ?.
Well, never mind guessing now. Some cars just got here, people got out of their cars and ran to the accident with panic in their eyes.
One of them noticed me and came running up to me screaming, in English, I think...
Danm... I didn't absorb the boy's memory., so I have no idea what to say.
People seeing that I didn't say anything, showed concern, took me to one of the cars and covered me with a sweatshirt.
It's not that I don't want to speak, I just don't know how to speak English. And it would be strange if I suddenly spoke in Portuguese.
One of the older women was hugging me, I allowed that little comfort.
Oh, make no mistake, it's not because of the injuries or what I've just been through.
It's just that I went back to thinking about my life now before... How my parents are feeling right now ?. It gives me an extreme feeling of sadness.
I just feel like I shouldn't think about it.
If I think about it anymore maybe I'll go into a hole of high guilt and that's not what I need for now.
Not long after, I heard the sound of the police and ambulance, which is very similar to my country's.
Some police officers and rescuers tried to talk to me, I decided not to answer them, I mean, I don't know what to say.
The only English thing I know is "Hi, My Name is Killian. What your name ?", I don't think that will help me.
After some first aid, I was loaded into a police car and driven away at full speed.
Shouldn't it be an ambulance ?. But on second thought, the ambulance needs to stay there to save those who might still be alive.
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It's been a few hours since I arrived at the hospital.
I went through several tests and many different machines. Most I recognized thanks to the movies.
I think some psychologists tried to talk to me, but I didn't understand anything they said.
At least until they started showing some images, thanks to my little knowledge I managed to answer some things.
Like some fruits and objects.
Other than that, I couldn't answer many things.
After two days of tests in the hospital, I was finally released to a care facility where I spent another week.
During that one week, the doctor always came to teach me and other children, I had the greatest difficulty, but I'm learning English little by little.
The basics I have from the previous life helped me a lot.
Most children spent a short time in this hospital, before leaving with their parents.
I was thinking a lot about what would happen to me now.
Despite having experience with a previous life, I was only 19 years old. Not everyone at 19 can survive without their family, at least I wasn't one of those.
However humans are creatures that adapt very quickly, so despite the daily difficulties, I was getting used to it.
To avoid thinking about unnecessary things, I spent most of my time understanding the world I'm in.
More specifically looking for something different from the world I came from.
And I must say that I was not successful. The world is completely the same.
Doctors do not have quirks, there was no captain america and the world is not super technological, it has the same technological evolution.
The only thing different is that it feels like I went back in time.
Now it's the year 2000 we've just passed the millennium bug, I wish I'd seen it.
I'm 5 years old at the moment, at least that's what I understood from the doctor.
Anyway the most worrying is the my "golden finger", still hasn't come up even after 1 week.
No football player, musician, artist or dancer system... Not even a super skill that makes me stronger.
Although just going back in time is a super skill, I have to say I'm getting worried without my so-called golden finger.
As I was immersed in my thoughts, a conversation reached my ears.
If it was any conversation maybe I wouldn't pay attention, however what caught my attention is that the conversation didn't take place in the English language as is normal in this hospital.
What made me pay attention to the conversation is that it took place in Spanish.
Even though Spanish is not the native language of my country, Brazil. Spanish and Portuguese are still similar, so I was able to understand some things that were said.
"Te digo, hay algo mal en esta habitación, cada cirugía que se hace dentro sale mal, se han registrado al menos 4 muertes en ella, no quiero operar a la quinta".
The woman was talking on the phone. Maybe she realized that she spoke a little too loudly, so she started to walk away.
However, what she said already piqued my curiosity.
I was already getting bored doing nothing. Investigating that room that makes every surgery go wrong can be an interesting pastime.
In my previous life I wouldn't lift a finger to investigate and that's exactly why I want to see it.
If what I've done my whole life has resulted in feeling empty, then I'm going to do things I wouldn't do in my previous life.
So I proceeded to investigate this operating room.
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My first investigation ended in failure.
I mean, I barely understand the conversations around and even though I can read, that doesn't mean it would written"Cursed Operating Room".
Fortunately I managed to discover some useful things. First, the doctor who was talking on the cell phone only performs surgery on children, so I was able to limit the search to just the children's area.
The hospital I find myself in isn't that big, it was the closest hospital to my car accident.
However, the hospital in this city is still very good.
Checking the rooms, I was able to find only 3 operating rooms in the children's surgery part.
The rooms are somewhat far from each other.
As there were only a few rooms, I decided to enter each one.
At first this investigation was just to kill the boredom and give a little excitement to this life in the hospital.
But who would have imagined that in one of the 3 rooms the my so-called "golden finger" would appear?.
"Welcome to the Mall. Congratulations on having your first contact with supernatural energy. From now on you can offer supernatural energy for "Supernatural Points(SP), Good Luck."
"Que ?..."
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