章節 39: Side Story : Haruka Ibuki/Violette part (1)

before i arrived on this world, in flowers continent.

i don't have parents. i only have big brother, who raised me. my brother says, our parents passed away because car accident, they said i was miracle, i make out alive from that accident. however for me, that was guilty and self-blame. why the only me survive? why not my mother or my father? my brother said,

"i didn't telling you because i don't want you blame yourself."

when i was little, aniiki is always kind, he never angry to me. he always bring me on his back, to wherever he work, because he afraid I feel lonely. at that time, I only 2 years old, and my brother is 10. however, he already working for my daily meal, he working 10 hours perday. then i said to my brother,

"anii... tired? later... haruka... will wait...on home!"

when he heard that, he smiled and pat my head.

"haruka is kind..haha.. then when big brother have more payments, let's buy ice cream!"

"yay!"

brother reject offer from government to transfer me to the orphanage, he doesn't want me to forget and didn't want he become useless brother.

big brother sacrifice his youth, his school and his dreams for me. why he did that for me? I asked him, he said.

"because you're the only left i have, i afraid being alone haruka, when I heard you and our parents car accident, i scared! you guys left me! however, then they said haruka still alive, i'm glad haruka will stay with me... im glad..." me too, he's the only family i have.. i only have one dreams, to make brother happy, and loosened his shoulder(burden). then I learn cook and do chores and laundry.

when i middle school, i applying for part-time job, but they all reject me, because it illegal to make middle schooler work. so i waited till i high school.

til now, i don't have a friend, i don't need it. i make distant with other, i'm not lonely either, i always back early to, do chores and make dishes he likes and wait him.

then, when i high school, i applying part-time job. i didn't telling big brother i work part-time job. because he will against it, so i stay still. after that, my life still peaceful, on the first time, my brother come back with bruises with all over his face.. I cried.. what happened?! I asked.

"ah fell from the stairs, my luck is bad haha!" liar! this is the first time my brother hiding something from me.. i fiercely stared at him, then he said

"don't make that face ... I will solve the problem so, don't worry okay?" he said while smiling and rubbed my head..

"brother..."

till i know my big brother have big debt to loans shark..