Taehyung directly went to his apartment without informing his dad.. he didn't return to kim mension..
Yoongi call him but he didn't pick his call instead text him telling that he is OK...
He wanted time and space to understand what's happening with him..
why he is so angry
Why jungkook kissing his brother is making him so frustrated..
He scolded himself trying to make his subborn mind understand that yoongi is going to married jungkook
It's normal for the younger to kiss him but..
It's not happening all these things was getting into his nerves...
The next day He went to university in not so good mood..
The whole day he was feeling irritated
He even scold his students making them surprise because for others mr kim was their favourite teacher who never get angry on them...
Kim taehyung was known to be the calmest and supporter of the students ..
He was Everyone's favourite
But today others notice a sudden change in his behavior even his colleague asked him about this..
But what can he even reply them.. when he himself don't know what's wrong with him..
In the evening when he returned home he was exhausted... frustration can be shown in his face..
He took a cold shower thinking it can help him.. but still he was just feeling angry as if he wanted to hit someone..
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Yoongi as his good brother didn't wait longer... his brother was not picking up his calls making him worried...
He went to his apartment for asking the younger what happen..
Yoongi enters in his brother room he sighed when he found tae sitting on the bed
" Tae why are you not picking up my
call "
yoongi came complaining taehyung
Tae glare at him when he saw his hyung it again triggered him ... remembering the younger kiss his brother not him...

"I don't want to talk hyung please give me some space " not wanting to brust on his hyung tae said closing his eyes.. a way to calm himself..
Yoongi raise his eyesbrow
"Why what happen..?
suddenly you don't even want to talk to me "
Yoongi knew his brother was not in the good mood so he decided to provoked him more in a way to find out what's going in his lil brother's brain..
"Dont tell me that you are been jealous with me because jk kissed me "
Tae -

"Iam not jealous "
After giving a death full glare tae speak in his deep voice
Yoongi nodded
"Yaahhh I can see that "
Yoongi sit beside him smiling devishly , his plan was working
"Jungkook is really sexy you know.. I mean his tattoo.. woo.. " he again said something triggering tae more..
Tae look at him.. yoongi can feel the anger in his eyes making him satisfy
"How did you know he have tattoos "
Y-" I meet him when he was boxing kinda shirtless "
Tae -"shirtless ..?"

Y-"I mean sleeveless " yoongi was taken aback looking at the death full glare getting from tae..
Tae nodded
Y-"he was looking so hot that I took his picture you wana see " he still decided to to proceed
Tae-"no i don't.. hyung please leave.. iam not in a mood to talk " This time tae shouted a lil bit... he didn't wanted to disrespect his hyung but yoongi's words was making him lose his control.. he is not liking how his brother saying such thing about jungkook
Y-"His lips felt so soft.. u know.. for a moment I was freeze "
Tae get up angrily his breathing was uneven
"Please.. leave.. hyung.. "(deep voice )
Y-"are you getting angry ..?" smriked😏
Turning around he closed his eyes and take a deep breath..
T-"iam not angry just irritated.. "
Y-"i wonder if jk want to know my dick size als.. "
That's it turning aroung facing his brother he shouted loudly
T-".ENOUGH!!!! JUST LEAVE "
Y-"why are you shouting on me ..."
yoongi was smiling more this is what he wanted
T-"you are irritating me " This time he says in lower tone may be regreting for shouting at his hyung.. but he was still angry.. his breathings was still uneven
Y-"iam not...you are getting jealous why don't you accept it"
T-"stop repeating this again.. I told you iam not " getting irritated not knowing why his hyung is bring jungkook topic again when he clearly want to avoid it
Y-"ohh yaa that's the reason you are eyeing him everytime.. what do u think I didn't notice the way you stare him.."
Tae speechlessly look down not knowing what to says when he himself knows it's true...
It's true he was staring at his brother soon to be husband... his anger replace with the feeling of embarrassment or disgusted... not knowing what to reply..
Y-"you got angry.. when he kissed me.. you dont like me getting closer to him.. Am I wrong "
Saying this yoongi take steps coming more closer to his brothers while tae moved backward listening silently..
T-" "
Y-"Tae..dont stay silent just accept it bro"
Tae-"YES YES IAM JEALOUS.. i know i shouldn't but i was.. "
At last Tae let it go telling his brother the truth which he himself was denying he cupped his face not wanting to face his brother
Y- 😊 "Finally " sighed
Tae -"he is your finance hyung.. you know.... its wrong.. iam sorry.. i dont know why.. "
Tae again speak in distressed
Y-"tae.. lis.. "
Yoongi hold his hands removing it from his face.. before he could and console his brother tae cutted his words
T-"its nothing like I love him or like him..
It's just from the day 1, I met him ...he alway surprises me... he is my first kiss .. he is the first one whom I ever have share any intimacy... I had feel him so closed to me that I haven't with anyone..
its just I .....I dont know what it is.. but their is something which attracts me towards him..
Iam very confused hyung "
Sitting on the bed tae speak about his feelings to his hyung.. he knows he cant hide it anymore.. he have to let it out or else this things will eat him inside..
Y-"relax " Seeing his brother so tense he told him to relax... trying to comfort him
tae hugged his brother
T-
"from one hand I know we dont have any future but I dont want him to go ... iam confused ...
I know i shouldn't but when I saw him with you... it's make me angry...
It's only a month I know him..
may be its a intruation or attraction "
Y-"take your time.. u still have chance "
T-"u both look good together.. I dont want to be a third wheel.. his parents also agree for your marriage... i dont want to think this way "
Breaking the hugged looking at his feet tae stated the facts
Y- 😊 "what if I say me and jk never get into this marriage "
T-"What do u mean " He looked at his brother in confusion
Y-" our marriage is not fixed yet .. jk's parents still consider you as their son in law "
Tae shock 😲
"But I hear they were talking about you two.. "
Y- "they were talking about business about me helping jk in work "
Tae -"What!! " Tae was still in confusion with the new information.. The whole day he thought jungkook and yoongi are going to married
Y-"hmm.. dad said he will inform them about your decision after our deal over"
Tae-"deal "
Y-"business deal tae "
Tae-"why didn't I know "
Y-"Seeing you being frustrated dad avoided talking with you "
Tae drumfolded
"Then why he was so closed to you "
Y-"may be he was angry on you "
T-"and that kissed "
Y-"that was just a simple perk tae.. not a kissed come on I never knew you are so jealous type of person "
T-"What about the date.. you both acted like a couple "
Y-"he wanted to put a show on you "
T-"why "
Y-"what do mean why.. go and asked him.."
Yoongi sighed seeing his confused brother standing cluelessly
"Listen tae dont waste time.. if you want him then go and get him... jungkook seems very angry on you ..I think you should go and meet him before jungkook reject you "
Yoongi said moving out from the apartment giving tae some space to think..
As a elder brother he is very caring
Tae was always a decent child.. a decent teenage who never demanded or asked for anything to his dad or to him also..
Even if he like something he never says..
Yoongi have to force his brother to opened up for the things he wanted everytime, he knows his brother more than tae ... since he lost his mother he aways tried his best to make tae happy he knows how difficult it is to lived without mother ..
Yoongi want his brother to get everything he desires..
From the day he saw his brother tae interested in jungkook ... he knew this fact.. he knew that again he have to pushed his brother... thats the reason he planned with jungkook to make tae jealous...
Yoongi was sure tae will open up with his feelings and if this plan doesn't worked yoongi would have given up..
Leaving the apartment yoongi was happy with what he did.. he sighs sitting in his car..
Now it depends on tae.. what he want from his life.. after this yoongi will not interfere ... he will accept his brother decision
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Tae pov
Tae was still in dilemma ...
Yoongi is not marrying jungkook..
I still have chance... thats mean..
Can I go and meet him..
Should I agree with this marriage
But
We are very different from eachother
If I married him now..
May be he couldn't manage living with me..
Considering our lifestyle and personality there is 99% chance that our marriage will be a failure
What will I do then..
If I look this way..
Our marriage dont have future..
But I still want him..
I don't love him..
I don't like him..
Not this Soon..
I mean..
Love need time how can I say i love him when we barely know eachother..
I think
May be
I have already consider him as mine that's the reason of my feelings...
It's risky
our marriage is very risky..
But I want to take this risk...
I always think about future before doing something...
My brain alway wins the battle with heart
But now..
I want to live in present...
I want to do what I desires ..
I think i want to marry him...
I want to try this...
I will give my 100 % in this marriage
He is my responsibility
I will take care of him..
His study
His career
Everything
Whatever happens in future will happen
Iam not gonna regret this..
Yes..
Iam ready to give this marriage a trial..
Should I call him now..
No no.. this is important I can't behave rational..
I will talk tommorrow..
Yaahh it's good..
Wait
He is very angry ..
What if he reject me..