章節 151: Erisviel's stress?
Takashi was chatting with his younger brother on his phone when he was suddenly hugged by someone from behind.
Takashi was surprised by the sudden hug!
He was about to turn and check who the person that hugged him?
"Please, Taki-Kun let me hug you for a while..." But a soft whimpering voice interrupted his actions.
Takashi recognising the voice nodded.
The voice belonged to one of his best friend, Lucretia.
"Lucy, what happened?" Takashi asked Lucretia in a soft tone.
He wrinkled his brows in thought, the usual cheerful prankster was hugging him for comfort?
After a while, Lucretia slowly released Takashi.
Just as Lucretia let him go, Takashi turned around and hugged Lucretia in his embrace.
"Lucy? What happened?" Takashi inquired once more.
"..." Lucretia was hesitating, whether should she tell Takashi or not.
Thinking for a few seconds, she sighed before replying to Takashi.
"It's nothing, please Taki-Kun! Don't ask..."
Hearing Lucretia, Takashi sighed inwardly before letting her go.
"Okay, I won't ask. But don't bottle up your emotions like that idiot, Kieran! You know that we are here, you can share your worries and sorrows with us."
Lucretia nodded in response.
Taking a few deep breaths to relieve herself from all negative emotions, she gave a radiant smile to Takashi.
"Taki-Kuuun! You're the best!!!" She cheerfully said raising her voice.
Takashi shook her head before he flicked Lucretia's forehead with his finger.
"Owww!"
"That's not good, Taki-Kun! Do you think you can bully me? I solemnly swear that I will prank you till you cry!!! *Humph humph*" Lucretia pouted rubbing her forehead.
"Now that you mentioned him, where is that idiot? Didn't he arrive before us?" Lucretia asked Takashi about Kieran.
"He said he will join us later. He went to check the classes and meet up with some teachers. I don't know where he is now, but don't worry about him."
"Let's go get lunch, I'm a bit hungry! What about you?"
Lucretia rubbing her stomach nodded to Takashi.
"Yes, yes! I haven't had breakfast, so let's go get our stomach filled!"
Takashi took out his phone, finding a good restaurant on the map. The two started walking towards the restaurant.
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Aurora noticed Erisviel was in deep thought, so she inquired about it.
"What's on your mind Eris? You have been thinking for a while."
Snapping out of her thoughts she turned to Aurora and sighed.
"It's nothing you know. I talked about it a few times with you guys before, it's about myself! I'm struggling to find myself. I don't know, it's eating me up from inside! I'm thinking about relationships, likes and dislike, love. I don't know about myself, Rory... All my life, I've only been studying till I met you guys. I'm an introvert, shy, unsociable person. I never had any friends until I've met you, Aaron and Nyx. Since I met you three I've become more expressive, I started to live my life like a normal human being instead of a studious robot who repeats daily tasks! The small world that I've used to live in expanded, it became so big and wonderful that I'm finally starting to enjoy my life. But this is stressing me out!"
Erisviel held her head with both of her hands, feeling a headache.
She has been struggling to find her sexual identity.
Not herself!
She knows about herself, it's like a novel but only half-finished.
Before meeting the twin's and Nyx she had a monotonous life.
It was routine and she didn't enjoy her life.
But now she is living and enjoying her life!
She doesn't have to find herself because she won't find herself no matter how much she looks for herself.
How can you find yourself when you haven't created yourself?
As she is maturing, living life, enjoying life with her friends and family Erisviel is creating herself.
The only problem for her now is her sexual identity!
(A/N: I would like to make a note here that Sexual identity is referring to how one thinks of oneself in terms of to whom one is romantically or sexually attracted. Sexual may also refer to Sexual orientation identity, which is when people identify or dis-identify with a sexual orientation or choose not to identify with a sexual orientation. Not to be confused with gender identity/gender expression. the reason I have posted this here is because I just had a problem with miscommunication with the translation in another language.)
Aurora, Ana, Aaron, Nyx they all tried to help her but Erisviel still can't figure out herself.
Internet is not helping, her friend's help are not working, Erisviel even talked with her mother!
But her mother also is of no help.
Her spark of curiosity towards her sexuality is now stressing her out.
Her mental stress is even causing many problems to her physically!
Past few months, she has been having irregular periods and heavy bleeding cause of the stress.
What is it like to like someone? Erisviel doesn't know
What isn't like to love someone? Erisviel doesn't know.
She finds a girl pretty and a boy handsome doesn't mean she is attracted to them.
For Erisviel, she has not had any romantic or sexual attraction to any gender yet!
Erisviel thought about blinds dates and figure herself out slowly.
But she hasn't had any luck with that yet!
Lately, she is thinking about extreme measures such as go to some club and get laid. Have a one night stand with some woman or guy, to figure herself out what she prefers. But if the gang learns about this then, they will go ballistic on her!
Trying to calm her mind and emotions, Erisviel took deep breaths before telling the girls not be too concern about herself.
"It's okay, I'm just stressed don't worry about it. Just give me time... Anyways, what's with the boys? What's taking them so long?" Erisviel asked the others changing the topic.
"Well, Aaron is coming with Li Hwa, it won't take long for them to arrive here. Zulk and Basti went to find Ian." Nyx replied to Erisviel getting up from her seat.
"Zpeaking of Aaron, zo 'ow iz it? You're in a relationzhip for the firzt time in your life, 'ow's it going zo far?" Ana inquired about Aaron and Li Hwa.
"I will be honest! I feel free, unrestricted, relieved and satisfied with my life. I'm finally enjoying life! I feel like a void on my soul has been fulfilled."
Thinking about her other-self Nyx formed a smile on her face.
"About me and Li Hwa, what can I say? I love her! I fall for her deeper every day. It's going very well and we are pretty cute together! I'm opening up to her a lot, which is surprising to me. She worries a lot about me and it's the same with me about her. We only just started dating, so there's nothing much."
"I'm going to grab some juice for me. Do you guys need anything?" Nyx asked the girls.
"Nope/Nyet/ No." The three replied at the same time.
Just as Nyx was about to leave, Ana called out to her.
"On zecond thought, get me a glazz of orange juice!"
"Kay!" Nyx replying to Ana left the table.
The girls on the table started to chat once more, the topic changed from one to another.
One minute it was politics and in the next, it's about a new TV show. From TV show to music, from music to movies. Their topics jumped from one to another.
Suddenly, someone called out to Aurora!
"Rory?"
Aurora recognising the voice was a bit surprised!
Though she knew that he also joined Carson elites, Aurora didn't expect to bump into him on her first day!
Turning towards the voice of the person that called out to her.
Aurora got up and gave a dazzling smile to that person.
"Kaz, what a pleasant surprise! How are you?"
The person was none other than, Takashi Sakazaki!
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I dont have any extra chapter stoked up, those that are stocked up are for emergencies if I take a day or 2 off from writing.
With the 2 days off from week I try to rest or write an extra chapter so I can stock up.
Like yesterday I didnt write because I was sick, so I took out 1 of the stocked up chapters to post not to disrupt my usual 5 chapters a week schedule.
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