章節 13: Confession 1
Actually, Max has been already fine and ready to go back home. He had missed so much Trevor, he was all exited to go home. He knew that Trevor would certainly ask him questions, but he didn't predict that he would be that angry!
To his misfortune, his rut this time was really hard to subdue, he couldn't stay in the house, he had a strong urge to jump on Trevor. This time he just couldn't keep his sanity and the suppressant didn't work well, if he had stayed there he didn't knew what he would have done to Trevor.
He didn't want to broke his promise to him just because he couldn't fight his body's desire, so he decided to leave. He admitted that the way he run away was a little off, but he didn't have a choice. When it hit him, Trevor was cooking for them, Max just walked past the kitchen and was attacked by Trevor's pheromones. He had that sudden urge to jump on Trevor like a hungry beast. Surprised by his own desire, he ran away before his sexual desire started to take control.
As soon as he heard Trevor growled on the phone, he was at first surprise, Trevor never raised his voice with him, even when Max was bothering him here and there, he always talked to him with a certain respectful way putting some distance between them. So while his mother and grandfather were praying for his life, Max was rather in a good mood going back home. He was eager to see Trevor. The familiar way he ordered him to comeback was so excited he couldn't contain his joy.
But to his desperation, when Trevor came back, he didn't even cast him a glance and walked directly toward his bedroom. Max, who was exited earlier was now a little afraid. It seems that Trevor was really angry and he didn't know how to coax someone. He sighed, walking toward his door. "Babe, are you mad? I'm really sorry, okay!,,, Can I come in?"
Trevor was actually not mad, but instead, he didn't really know how to react when he saw Max. The way he spoke to him on the phone was unexpected and now he felt a little awkward to see him now. "I don't want to see you... didn't you left?"
"I'm sorry it was urgent, I just didn't want to..." Max didn't finish his sentence when Trevor briskly opened the door. Max was a little surprised but glad to see Trevor standing in front of him.
"I'm..." Max couldn't finish his words when Trevor sweet lips crashed on him. The sweet taste and tenderness of Trevor's lips automatically send chills down Max's spine. Max was stunned and didn't know how to react. The light kiss didn't last long. When Trevor broke the kiss and wanted to take a step back, Max brought him back closer to him,grabbing him firmly by his waist.
"Where do you think you are going Mr Lance?" Max asked with a sexy and husky voice
"I'm going back to...." Trevor didn't finish his sentence when Max cutted him.
"I miss you" Max whispered. Slowly his lips met Trevor's lips one more time. He nibbled a little Trevor lower lip before the letter, let out a little moan. Max took that opportunity to glide his tongue in Trevor's mouth, exploring and savouring it slowly. Trevor welcome Max tongue eagerly and didn't take long to respond. Soon there tongues were dancing sensually together leading the two of them to a passionate kiss.
Their savour that kiss till they were out of breath as no one wanted to stop the bliss they were feeling.
"I think we need to talk..." Max out of breath wanted more and thought it was time They both finally talk things through.
Trevor just nodded, playing with his fingers. Max knew it was a sign that he was getting serious and nervous, Max had observed that Trevor always played with his finger when he is in deep thought.
Trevor walked toward the couch taking Max by his hand. They sat down face to face. Trevor seemed to think about something before asking "Max... Who was the guy in the house the other day?"
Max froze a little, he had feared the day he had to speak about this part of his life with Trevor. Despite what people could think, he wasn't ashamed of the way he had chosen to live his life. But in front of Trevor he didn't know why, but he was kinda afraid to talk about it, he didn't want the person he loved to judge him base on this. But he decided to be honest anyway "I think, I had a thing with him" Max mumbled, that was so not him, he thought, at that moment he couldn't even look at Trevor in the eyes.
"You think? So you are not even sure?"
"I... I usually don't care about them, so I forgot their face..."
"You... How can you treat your exes so poorly...?" Trevor wasn't really please at what he was hearing.
"There are not my exes... I never date anymore. I just..."
"Fuck them? is it what you intend to do with me? what will I become when you will achieve your goal"?
Max's eyes darkened, he didn't like the way Trevor was speaking, but he couldn't refute the fact that he had really lived like that until now....
"It's different... And you know that... despite all this mess, I'm a responsible and a loyal man, even if it's hard to believe. Those people knew that I wasn't looking for anything else, I always make it clear since the beginning."
"Well... good for you"
"I know it may sound bad like that, but I have my reasons. Like you I also have... I don't even know how to call that... To sum up, my body doesn't feel anything toward other people."
Hearing that Trevor looked at Max curiously, he knew he had problems with other people pheromone, but he didn't know more. He had felt that Max life wasn't so happy when grandfather Maxwell had once told him that Max has something similar to his condition too. But he didn't know exactly what it was since Max looked normal.
"Even when an omega is in heat beside me, I won't react at all! my thing down there is hard to please..." Max continued, looking straight into Trevor eyes while speaking. " It had always bothered my parents. At first it wasn't a problem for me, and at some point being a teen, I wanted to explore my sexuality and ended trying sex; since I was feeling nothing I try again and again." Trevor frowned, hearing that, you could see sadness all over his face.
"I thought that maybe I will be able to find that one person one day, that person who would make me feel good at least once in my life. I actually didn't have anything with anyone since the day grandfather talked to me about you. I didn't know why, but after seeing your picture, all I wanted was to meet you. And I didn't think about anything else.
Trevor was really surprised. He didn't know Max story and problems. And without him knowing a drop of tear started to fall from his eyes. "I'm sorry Max..." Trevor just realised how hard those past month was for Max with him the only person who could make him feel something, make him feel alive leaving by his side.
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