章節 43: Chapter 43

　　Phoenix Sterling

　　"I love you." I practiced saying it in front of the mirror. I looked so dumb right now but I couldn't care less.

　　"Lana Castroff, you're officially.. uhmm.. Lana Sterling. ARGHHHHH!" That's so cheesy and cringey. I want to scratch the wall so bad at this point.

　　"I love you." I said flatly and I sighed. I threw my body to the sofa and looked up to the ceiling. This is so fucking dumb, why am I practicing this three words?

　　I'm a businessman, a billionaire. I've done a lot of speeches especially in front of a lot of people. I've make a lot of million euros deal but why am I acting nervous when it comes to saying those three words? Lana has been saying it and I always found myself not being able to say it.

　　I really need to make a recording of me saying it and listen to it every now and then so I will able to say it without hating it. This is so hard.