章節 2: Prologue Two

* long time no see guys, missed me?*

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love, love love I never knew what the word meant, just saying it amuses me.

I have always been depressed, sad, devastated and I really hated myself.

I always wanted to end my life but I couldn't why because I was scared of pain! I really hated the feeling especially physical pain so I couldn't hurt myself but you know after a lot of researches I found out that I could actually end my life by choking on my saliva but I found it to be gross and irritating I can't do something like that, so from the Time I realized that, I came to a conclusion that I'll have to face life Head-on.

I am gonna live my life to the fullest even though I knew within me that it wasn't going to be easy as loving myself wouldn't be easy.

Who am I and what happened to me?

Am Anna Jones, 30yrs old with two loving kids, twins to be precise, I am married to Steven Damien who's the CEO of S&D enterprise, funny enough am a CEO too and also a renowned lawyer and after all my experiences I became a writer not a professional one but I make sure to put down all my experiences why because I thought, a lot of people might have gone through the same thing I did, so I really hope that they can learn from my story and realize that there's still hope for them.

What Happened to me?

Am sure that a lot of you might be curious about this right?

The truth is that I was brutally raped at age ten by my one and only uncle, Fred who happened to be my Dad's younger brother, sad right? but that's the truth really. but you know what? am not sad anymore why because the incident made me realize a lot and most importantly it made me meet the love of my life Steven Damien.

He's not only a great and loving husband but also a good father and Mentor to our two kids Daniella and Daniel I must say they are the best things that ever happened to me and am so proud of them.

I also want to appreciate my parents Mr and Mrs Jones for always being there for me especially when I was at my worst even though I tried pushing them away as I thought they never cared for my as they had their perfect son Jason Jones but you know what? I was wrong really and Naive, perhaps because I was still young and growing but now that am a mother of two I now realized how wrong I was all along and yes I deeply regret all of my actions.

Not forgetting my best friend and PA Ellie who had always been with me through thick and thin I want to say that Even though I don't say or show it but you are the most important in my life, I want to say thank you, for your love and Care for me through out this years , love you Ellie.

Avery my darling Therapist, I will never forget how you took a place in my heart and one me over when no one could, I would never forget how you made me open up to you, when I didn't to my parents, Avery darling please remember that you will always be in my heart.

Finally to all those who experienced and are experiencing what I did I hope you get over it soon.

Thanks you all.