章節 1: The dead of a twisted man
Omni pov
In a desolate corner of the world, shrouded in an eerie silence, stands a prison that time and society have all but forgotten. This place, known only by whispered legends and the weight of its own grim history, houses a singular artifact of mortality's end: an electric chair where a prisioner sits waiting for his punishment for the evil deeds he had commited , he sits there bored as he had seen the consequences of the actions that brought him there.
If one would be brave enough to face him and ask him if he regret the actions that he commited, that had lead him here.
He would reply a big NO without a doubt.
But ... let`s introduce the man of the hour.
End Pov
Ryan pov
I believe that intruductions is a must so...
Hi my name is Ryan White and i am currently 35 years old.
My life could be, for some people, a complex tapestry woven from the threads of three distinct and sometimes conflicting passions: comics and stories, movies, and a disturbing fascination with killing.
From a young age, i found solace and escape of the dark reality that i have to endure, within the vibrant pages of comics and the immersive worlds of stories. These narratives became my refuge and inspiration, allowing me to traverse ,via imagination ,dimensions and universes far beyond the confines of his everyday existence. My imagination was a playground, where i crafted my own heroes and villains, weaving tales of triumph and tragedy. The lines between reality and fiction often blurred for me , and i navigated the dark reality with the black heart of an eternal dreamer.
Movies held a similar allure for me, drawing me into their captivating embrace. The silver screen became my portal to countless adventures, love stories, and heart-wrenching dramas. I would often lose myself in the flickering glow of the cinema, transported to realms where emotions ran deep and where i could find connection what i believe to be a real and connection in the characters and their struggles. My fascination with movies extended beyond mere entertainment; they were my emotional conduit to the depths of the human behavior and the experience that each one of us have.
However, I like any other "genius" had what i take as a very interesting and very common hobby. My morbid fixation with killing took root in the recesses of my mind , a dark obsession that set me apart from my fellow dreamers and also from the other humans alike.
While the origin of this sinister preoccupation remained veiled, though i mostly attribute it to the fact that as i consider myself as the perfect human and the perfect human kill and doesn`t have mental problems or dilemas.
To understand this better i always reccomend the Phrase of Lex Luthor in the movie of Batman vs Superman that says.
"If god is all powerfull , then he cannnot be all good.
And if he is all good , he cannot be all powerfull"
Following that phrase we can understand that the "perfect" human kill and he isn`t all good , many philosophers agree that the humans are a walking disaster and that everything that touches they destroy that.
But nothing is perfect in this world so ... with that in mind i set myself to become the most powerfull human or the "Alpha" human.
Though it`s presence could not be ignored. I would often lose myself in thoughts of violence, constructing scenarios that shocked even my own imagination. This juxtaposition between my infatuation with fictional worlds and my completely normal contemplation of death created a resonance within me that i don`t mind ... .
For some people my own existence , was a complex interplay of my own loves and obsessions. I would find himself lost in daydreams, crafting narratives of villanism and exploring the nuanced emotions of characters. Yet, beneath the surface, the unsettling allure of my dark fascination with killing lingered, casting an eerie shadow over my otherwise vibrant imagination.
Why villains you made ask?.
Simple.
Because reality is a shit and i resonate with the villains because of the background , their struggles within a society that constantly exclude them, just like society exclude the ones that doesn`t seems to fit certain criteria.
I have also a phrase for this.
"As a child you love heros , but as an Adult you understand the villains"
Let`s take a look to other examples, for this i will take my favorite villain as the perfect example.
Joker.
Or Jack Napier for others.
For this example forget about the 3 Joker comics and the arc of Joker wars for a little.
So we have this man Jack Napier , who struggle with society and that has to make to the end of the month enduring humiliation after humiliation.
A one-time failed comedian who turned to a life of crime as the Red Hood in order to support his pregnant wife. Unfortunately, due to a run-in with Batman, the Red Hood leaped into a chemical vat to escape, thereby disfiguring himself. Combined with the death of his wife, he was driven insane, effectively becoming The Joker.
The thing is, even The Joker does not know his own origin story, having famously said in The Killing Joke: "Sometimes I remember it one way, sometimes another... if I'm going to have a past, I prefer it to be multiple choice! HA HA HA!"
If you analice this you could say that this is a real statement.
Humans only remembers the bad side of the situation or coin.
And sometimes we shape that reality or memorie into something that we like , like the joker , sometimes we remember certain reality in a way and sometimes in another.
Let`s take a look now to the Joker movie from Joaquin Phoenix
A clown and aspiring stand-up comedian named Arthur Fleck lives with his mother, Penny, in crime-ridden Gotham City during the early 1980s recession. Arthur suffers from a neurological disorder that causes him to have random, uncontrollable laughing fits, requiring medication for which he depends on social services. After Arthur is attacked by juvenile delinquents, his co-worker Randall gives him a revolver for self-defense. Arthur pursues a relationship with his neighbor, single mother Sophie, and invites her to see his routine at a comedy club.
Arthur is fired from his job at a children's hospital when he accidentally exposes the gun despite his explanation that it was given to him by Randall, who denies this. While riding home on the subway still wearing his clown makeup, Arthur is mocked and beaten by drunk businessmen from Wayne Investments.
Do you see what i mean? Society is nothing but a pie full of shit and reality is the dumpster where we all live and die.
But enough of that ... let`s talk about why i say i was a genius.
In school , a public one as that was the only one that i could afford, i was bored so one day one teacher catch me reading comics he was furious so as a punishment i had to explain the theme that he was explaining that was physics.
So i did as i was told and the teacher was atonished.
So he took me to the director and explained my situation and the director took out a IQ test were i fucking ace it.
The director seeing this was happy as he would be the one who had an outstading student that could put the school in a better place at a school ranking.
After many and many competitions i grew bored out of it , my life seemed to loose color if i wasn`t reading a comic or a story/ff , watching a movie or going on a murder spree.
Oh yeah.
I forgot to mention that i made a name for myself as i started killing a few years ago and i play the same game that the assasin of the zodiac played with the intelligence agencies.
I have been thinking deeply and i come to a conclusion.
I have been changing my mindset over the years a little but i think that`s a reason to celebrate.
I haven`t forgotten my objective to become the "Perfect" or better say "Alpha" Human.
So i have been training and hunting , honning my skills and hunting more and more people , i have train both ways physically and mentally.
I have also came to accept a fact that mostly others would find it abnormal but i , i think i am a hero.
I mean , is it wrong for me to do the correct thing and show the people the world as it is? And is it wrong for me to provide them for a better place in heaven/hell?
Sometimes i want to see the world that we live the streets that we walk , the places that we visit i want to burn it all.
To destroy this false reality.
To unmask the image of false idols.
To reveal and said the deep conspiracies that this country have.
Other times i just want to toy with people as it`s just funny that with a move of your hands or fingers ,see the chain reaction that this action cause , much like a pupeteer and a puppet relationship.
And nowadays , i observe the beauty of nature before the men destroy that too.
*Sigh*
This is getting boring and boring , living i mean.
I have train to the death , and i have done everything that i could do but i am not satisfied.
I want more.
I want to become the Apex predator.
I want to stand above all.
I want to destroy the allmighty ones.
But ....
I can`t.
I tried saitama method and things but i don`t anymore what to think of.
Is this my limit?
Is this all because someone decided that humans have limits and put genetic block in them?
Maybe who knows.
The thing is that i am angry.
Lately i have been getting more and more frustrated as i feel like age is catching me.
Prevent me from unlocking my true potential.
And begin my fall to absolute doom.
FUCK.
I HATE IT, I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT,I HATE IT.
*Sigh*
Calm down.
Breath...
Count to 10.
1...
2...
3...
4...
5...
6...
7...
8...
9...
10...
Remember deep breaths, deep breaths.
Sorry but i almost lost myself.
So... you may have been wondering how a genius like me was caught?
It was really simple and bizarre.
Turns out that my next victim comitted suicide before me by boombing himself and i was caught in the explosion.
After that they found my hideout and well ...
The rest is history.
You may have wondering how is life in prision?
It´s horrible.
I can´t get a single new issue of Marvel comics.
And i can´t watch TV because of that.
An inmate laugh and me and say that comics were things for kids.
So i, like a very aproachable guy ,respond to him by taking out his eye with a spoon and then proceed to thrust my hand in his ocular cavity.
From that day to the present nobody laugh at me anymore.
So i have been sitting on a chair for the lethal dose that i am waiting but the officers are quite late.
Typical corrupt police force.
So now they are asking me the typical bullshit like do you regret it.
And i respond like the gentleman i am.
"No , if someone or something were to offer me another chance , i would do it all over again , but this time i wouldn´t overestimate myself."
Then pandemonium began.
"MONSTER"
"HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!!!???"
"KILL HIMM!!!"
And many more.
Many said to me that i am a "Monster" and "Demon" and things like that.
I am just an ordinary genius with an exotic hobby , nothing more.
Am i a monster for free the people of this reality that binds them and make them suffer?
Am i a Demon for sending them to meet the Lord and for them to live in the Paradice?
NO.
They should thank me , i am the hero here.
Or at least a guy that is doing a very good action by sending them to meet the Lord.
How many times have they prayed and they feel like nobody answer them?
Almost all the time so now you can talk to the boss directly.
Shouldn´t they be thanking me?
Anyway , now that i am here i am starting to feel the londliness of this place.
I know that i would die alone as i am an orphan and the girls didn´t attract me.
Don´t get me wrong i am not gay or something like that.
I very much like the female sex but i always desire to have a girlfriend from the comics , more specifically Marvel comics.
Yes i am more of the Marvel camp.
So where was i ... as i wa-
Oh it´s appear that they have begun the process.
After the liquids flow into my body.
I embrace death with a final thought.
'Finally i can escape this horror place that´s called Reality'
With that final thought i close my eyes with a smile plastered on my face.
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