章節 142: Doubt

Xavier Pov

Our life turn up side down..I never felt so hallowness inside me... something that taking my life bit by bit... the feeling of losing her forever is too much to take .. it scare me too the core...I always knew she is not like my other ex's .. she is different...I feel for her different...I knew all of this since beginning.. but I didn't realize I fell for her so bad... I don't realize. when I start to love her so deep... i am unable to get my sleep ..though my body is tired ..my eyes giving up but I am not getting peace like I get in her arm.. this feeling is so helpless.. every night we used to talk until we draft back in our Dreamland where we are together sleeping cuddling each other..but today she text me that she is sleeping with her parents ..