章節 214: Make things work no matter what

Jack 

I don't want to do this anymore. 

this back and forth. 

This controlling behavior. 

I don't want to get upset. I am trying to be everything that he wants but he is making it so hard for me to do that. 

I did what he wanted. 

I tried to get him to see things from my perspective. I tried to make him change his mind. For a whole week, I called him, I sent him texts, I tried to get him to talk to me. He left me with threats all because of a fucking job that didn't even mean shit. Because of a man that I didn't even think about. Gill meant nothing and he still doesn't mean shit to me but I understood where he was coming from. The jealousy, I could relate to it because if the tables were turned, I would feel the same way. I would be jealous of the man. I would want him to quit too but I wouldn't actually ask him to.