I was in my limousine on the way home, next to me was Anida who kept a calm attitude outwardly, but Enma said that she was internally nervous.
I raised my hand slightly for a soda which made Anida flinch.
If it weren't because Enma told me that Anida is just nervous but not scared, then I would think she is afraid of me, making me too depressed.
Enma's ability to see emotions is very helpful, although I feel guilty for invading the privacy of others.
"Anida I would like to talk about what we did yesterday" - Although it was uncomfortable to talk about this, I do not want Anida to feel uncomfortable with me, if she no longer wants to approach me I will find her another job where she can be happy.
"..." - Anida looked at me with a calm smile but after a while, she sighed. - "Satou-sama, I am very sorry that you had to do it with a woman like me if Satou-sama wishes to fire me I will understand."
"What?" - Nani?
I stared at Anida without understanding her words, she noticed my confusion and smiled sadly. - "Satou-sama prefers young women so I understand that he feels disgusted by coming into contact with a woman like me"
"Do not say that! You are the most beautiful and charming woman there is! If someone finds you unpleasant, it is because she is an idiot with the aesthetic sense of a raccoon killed by rabies!" - I spoke without thinking.
Seeing Anida's sadness almost broke my heart so I only said what came to mind.
Anida looked at me in surprise and then covered her mouth as she laughed. - "I never thought that Satou-sama would say something like this to me"
I scratched my cheek awkwardly, I could only smile sheepishly.
"Satou-sama doesn't need to be kind, I know I'm not the type of woman someone would want to be with" - Anida again showed an expression of sadness so deep that my chest ached.
"Anida I don't know what makes you think like that, but at least for me you are the person with whom I would like to spend the rest of my life" - Even though I literally just met her, Anida's presence gives me a sense of security and calm that I have not experienced since my childhood.
Anida looked at me with wide eyes and her mouth slightly open.
"Fufufu, I see I see, the Master has those thoughts fufufufu ~" - Enma scoffed telepathically. - "Master, check the right pocket of your jacket ~"
I reached into my pocket and pulled out a small box with a black velvet cover.
What is this?
"S-Satou-sama ..." - Anida exclaimed with a voice that seemed to break.
What? What happens?
"Fufufu, Master open the box ~" - Enma sent me another message.
Despite not understanding what happened, I opened the box out of curiosity and I felt my body freeze.
It was a gold ring with a beautiful diamond. I don't know about jewelry, but even an ignorant pig like me knows that this ring is ridiculously expensive, much more luxurious than the ones I have seen in movies.
"I ... I ..." - Anida spoke with a trembling voice as tears fell from her eyes.
I couldn't even panic because my mind was just blank.
My previous words next to this ring seemed like a marriage proposal ...
I couldn't process my own actions and just looked at Anida without being able to tell her that it was a misunderstanding.
"Satou-sama ... I can't accept it ..." - Anida lowered her gaze.
Although it was a misunderstanding, her words were more painful than the time when the police shot me dead.
I kept still without putting the ring away as my body and mind had stopped working together and I just stayed still.
"Satou-sama ..." - Anida looked at the box that I kept holding, bit her lip, and then spoke with a tearful voice. - "Satou-sama, I'm just a woman who uses her body to survive, just a toy for men to vent their desires ..."
"My father abused me and sometimes offered me to his friends, finally I got tired and ran away from home when I was 15 years old, since I had nowhere to go I used my body to get shelter and work, at 20 I got pregnant and I had a daughter…"
"In order to take care of her, I continued using my body so that my daughter could have a better life, I got a job as a housekeeper where my employer used my body, then it was his son..."
"When my employer's son found out about the group founded by Satou-sama's former friends he sold me to the group and thus I became Satou-sama's maid ..."
"That is why I cannot accept it Satou-sama, I am an unpleasant woman who only serves to be used and discarded" - Anida finished speaking while her tears grew.
I put the box with the ring in my pocket and went over to Anida to hug her. Anida clung to my arms as her forehead pressed against my shoulder.
"Anida, you are not a bad woman or a disposable product, you are a good mother who faces bad circumstances" - Anida had to face horrible situations from a young age.
Since she lacked the tools to learn to survive she resorted to the only thing she learned at home, to use her body to survive.
Despite this, Anida sought the best for her daughter, to give her a better life ...
I started stroking Anida's long blonde hair. - "Anida, I will not force you to do something you do not want, if you want to keep your job as my maid that's fine, if you want another job because my presence makes you uncomfortable it's fine, if you want to help your daughter I'll help you, I don't need your body, just be happy, you are a wonderful woman Anida "
I kept hugging Anida until we reached the parking lot of my mansion.
When we stopped you could only hear the subtle tears of Anida.
After another 10 minutes, Anida separated from me, took out a handkerchief, and wiped away the tears that still covered her face.
Even though her eyes were swollen from crying I thought she looked really beautiful and I had the desire to look for the idiot who sold her to kill him, although if it weren't for that idiot I wouldn't know her so I'm a bit grateful...
Well, I'll kill him quick.
Maybe I am becoming a psychopath?
I don't think so, I'm just a good man who wants to protect a good woman, that must be.
"Satou-sama ..." - Anida seemed to be in an internal discussion without knowing how to express her words.
"Let's have breakfast, I want to cook" - I decided to change the subject while I smiled.
On the one hand, I don't want Anida to feel pressured as while it was a misunderstanding, the idea of being with her in a relationship was growing in my mind.
On the other hand, I don't want to hear Anida's rejection, it's too painful and I really want her to have a happy life even I'm not in it.
At the same time I felt complex about my own feelings, this is my second day in this world, but I already have three people that I consider valuable.
Anida, Enma, and Asagi, although I have different feelings for each one, I cannot deny that they are important to me, especially because in my past life I died a virgin, and having sex with them made me feel attached.
I read on the internet that it was common for boys to fall in love with the first woman they had sex with even if she was a prostitute, with time this infatuation could be overcome and forgotten, but there were times where the boy was enchanted by that feeling.
Because of that, I was afraid of having sex, the idea of falling in love with someone who would leave me some point, when the matter of my ex-girlfriend happened, my fear only got worse.
Despite that, I think I fell in love with Anida, I like Enma and I have a certain affection for Asagi.
I am afraid that they will leave me, but I am even more afraid that they will not be happy.
I tried to stop thinking about depressing things and got out of the car with Anida, she said was hungry too so we went to have breakfast.
I also invited the driver, but he said there was a rule that no man could enter my private mansion.
I thought it was silly, but seeing how serious the driver looked, I didn't pressure him and go home.
Upon entering I changed my shoes for slippers since the interior was carpeted as expected of Japan, there were even two little girls kneeling in the entrance.
Wait, this is not typical for Japan.
"Welcome home Master" - Rinka and Saki spoke at the same time as they bowed.
I've seen this in doujins where the wife welcomes the husband, but seeing him in person is shocking.
I feel uncomfortable when people speak respectfully to me so this showed me a new level of discomfort.
"Um ... It seems that you two are fine, I'm glad" - I tried not to show that I forgot about them because of all the issues I saw in less than two days.
I feel like a month has passed since I saw them.
"We are very well, thank you for giving us a home" - Rinka beamed.
Beside her, Saki nodded a little embarrassed.
Rinka is too energetic while Saki is too shy, they kind of complement each other when they are together.
Anida and I walked into the house while I patted the two girls. - "I'm glad they're comfortable"
"Satou-sama, I'll go change" - Anida bowed and went up the stairs.
Anida doesn't wear makeup so her crying didn't stain her face, but it was still obvious that she had been crying plus she was dressed in casual clothes, and she is supposed to wear her maid uniform when she works.
As for the matter of the ring, I decided not to think about it anymore.
"They already had breakfast?" - I entered the house and went to the kitchen.
"No Master, we were waiting for you to eat together" - Rinka walked by my side happily like a puppy.
I messed up her hair when I saw her mouth salivate. - "You just wanted to try my food again"
Rinka smiled and stuck out her tongue in a mischievous way. - "It's the Master's fault for cooking so delicious, I think I won't be able to try another food other than the Master's, now I won't be able to live the Master ~"
Rinka's spoiled girl attitude made me laugh so I patted her head more and then looked at Saki. - "Do you want something special for breakfast?"
"... Pancakes" - Saki spoke in a low voice while she blushed a little, she has been captivated by the power of pancakes.
I went to the kitchen and got the ingredients to make pancakes.
To make a healthy breakfast for the girls, I took fruit and yogurt for a fruit cocktail, I also thought of making white rice bowls with an egg on top and seeing that there are different types of fish and seafood in the freezer, I could make tuna steaks with shrimp.
At this rate, cooking will become one of my favorite hobbies.
"Satou-sama, let me help you" - Anida entered the kitchen, now she was dressed in her maid uniform, her face was clean without the slightest sign of crying and her hair was fixed making her look completely beautiful.
"Sure" - I was happy to be accompanied by such a beautiful woman.
… Happy… Beautiful woman…
Anida no longer causes me a phobia!
Is my caliginephobia cured?
No, I still feel a bit uncomfortable with Rinka and Saki.
Could it be because I fell in love with Anida?
It's possible.
Well, now I'm in a great mood, good news after so much trouble is nice.
My happiness got me excited while I cooked and I ended up preparing a small feast.
Anida tried to stop me, but my spatula wouldn't stop moving, I even used my [High-Speed Movement] skill to make multiple saucers at once.
In the end, I ended up preparing a banquet ...
"Satou-sama, I think you overdid it a bit" - Anida stared at the kitchen, which was full of delicious dishes, astonished.
"… Emmmm… It's a banquet to celebrate that…! That… Emmm… What did I regain consciousness? " - I also think I overdid myself.
"Fufufufu, everything smells great" - Enma appeared behind my shadow and came over to admire the food.
I'm glad Saki and Rinka stayed in the dining room or it would be difficult to explain how Enma appeared.
This time Enma was not dressed in her porn witch costume, she had put on a schoolgirl uniform with a white shirt that could barely contain her huge breasts, a gray mini skirt, and black stockings that emphasized her fleshy thighs.
Despite the fact that she looks more decent, instead of a normal schoolgirl, she looks like someone you would see in a porno.
"You look good" - I nodded, although Enma no longer gives me panic attacks, it is still uncomfortable to talk to a woman who shows her genitals openly.
"Fufufu, I knew that Master had a fetish for schoolgirls ~" - Enma smiled cheekily.
Actually, I have a fetish for maids, teachers, and nekomimi but I think it's best to keep quiet.
"Master, I prepared something special for you ~" - Enma's smile grew when a second person appeared from my shadow.
I was stunned, maybe if I have a fetish for schoolgirls.
Asagi appeared in a student uniform, she had a white shirt with a blue bow, a short red skirt with gold trim, and black stockings, I love black stockings.
"I suggested wearing a horny student uniform, but it seems that conservative style is more to Master's taste ~" - Enma smiled at my reaction.
"Ahem, let's eat" - I coughed to cover my embarrassment.
The women nodded and we went to have breakfast with the girls.
I was about to introduce them as my friends, but Enma spoke first. - "We are the Master's sex slaves ~"
I sighed at Enma's antics and focused on Asagi who had been silent and expressionless since she appeared.
It seems that our possible friendship has gone down the drain, which saddens me.
Anida and I served the food, I made a special curry dish for Asagi as she had ordered it before.
Asagi finally showed a small reaction, she looked at the curry and then thanked me in a low voice. - "Thanks"
"You're welcome, when you want something you just have to ask for it, I will also prepare the money so you can help your family" - I smiled and took a seat to eat.
"""Itadakimasu""" - We all did the typical Japanese thank you before eating.
When the women tasted their food I froze upon hearing 4 moans of extreme pleasure.
I must be careful when cooking ...
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