章節 1: CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 1
Sophia POV
I sighed, shaking my head, "mom I want to come with you...." I sniffed "....I'll miss you so much mom, dad" I wish I could hug them, but I can't
"Its for the best love, we will be fine and we are not leaving you" my mom spoke softly
I gripped my box tighter
"Promise me mom, dad.....you will be strong for m-me, for u-us" my tears chocked my words.
Someone lunged at me and yelled in my ear "Don't worry mom, dad Sophia will be fine with me, right Sophie?" She smriked at me as I rolled my eyes, she gave me a peck making me smile "Thanks Ava"
"Smile darling, you will be fine" my dad said blowing me a kiss.
"Yeah dad, I will"
.......
" Get the fuck out of my room bitch " I threw my pillow at her face
"Yes cupcake, just tell him hi it's no big deal" Ava said giving me a smug smile
" N-O no Ava, why should I, if he ignores me ill be looking like a fool and you know I hate looking like a dummy" I said rolling my eyes
"UGH WHERE DID ALL YOUR COURAGE GO SOPHIA" she literally shouted, thank goodness my room was upstairs
"Down the fucking drain."
"Ugh Sophia.... "
"What is it, don't fucking make me cry right now"
"Sophia?" She sighed and shake her head
"WHAT" I snapped
"I don't know, but this isn't the best time to ignore him now"
" Whatever you say babe, whatever you say, change topic or fuck off?"
.....
"Damn", I fell on my bed " To be honest" I started talking to myself " I still like him, I really like Maxwell, I want the feelings to linger but it isn't working one bit" I felt my cheeks wet and I realised.... I was crying
TWO YEARS AGO
....
"Ouu Sophie who's this hottie" Ava looked at him and smriked at me
"ugh.....this girlll" I rolled my eyes manipulating my phone " he's my unknown family friend, and just came back from Miami last week"
"Whatever girl he's hot forget it..."
"I know I know," I smriked, continue to manipulate my phone
Ava rolled his eyes "wow bestie he's coming to us" she smirked "or to you" she smriked
"Or to the next table"
"Behave dummy" Ava said snatching my phone and tucking it in her bag
"Hey girls" Maxwell smiled at both of us
"Hey hottie" Ava smirked at him
"Bitch" I whispered, folding my hands, looking at her emotionlessly
"Sheesh sorry bestie," she rolled her eyes and faced Max "my bad"
Maxwell smriked.... now that was hot
Well, Ava is right, he is so easy-on-the-eyes, he looked like the type of person to stare at his own reflection before taking a shower, his hair was so dark and slick, his eyes were full of wonder but gave me that icy vibes, with brown glimmer eyes, and his lips were aligned and sexy with a little puff under his lips, as he kept biting and suckling it in and releasing it, I couldn't help but to admire and bite mine too, his pose held some kind of power although he is just a guy under his parents with no control, his shirt stretched taut around his shoulders and....
"Hey Sophia" Maxwell, looked at me making me snap out feeling breathless all of a sudden, so weird
"Hi Max, how was your trip? hope you like the house" I smiled, opening my bottle and drinking water
"yea the house is great with you in it" he smiled and sat beside me
"Ouuuuuuuuu" Ava dragged wriggling her perfectly shaped brows
He laughed, smiling at me
"mmmmm its always nice with me in it no surprising" I smiled, tucking my hair at the back of my ear
"well not bad for me"
"Same here" I smriked biting my lips and winking at Ava, he wasn't bad anyways
......
PRESENT
"Damn..... this isn't good" I sighed, sat up on my bed and drank alcohol I took from the fridge
A YEAR AGO
"Mi Amor" Max hugged me from behind nibbling my neck
I smiled, closing my eyes, enjoying the feeling "hey baby"
"How are you" he moaned as I kissed him deep making me have goosebumps all over
"fine, where have you been"
"Trying to decode something.... so tired" he nibbled in my neck making me moan
"ohhh sor- mmm so good" I moaned,
"Want to see"
"Definitely" I smriked, kissing him
PRESENT
I eventually cried to sleep tugging the empty alcohol bottle as if it is my life