章節 17: Who am I to you?
At 10 p.m., Angelic woke up after falling asleep after having the second round of sex with Charlie. yeah, she was tired enough to fall asleep, but now she woke up with a ton of questions building up in her mind. She glanced at Charlie who was beside her he was not sleeping but was looking at her with a warm smile.
"I thought you fell asleep too," she said nervously.
"No, I'm not..." Charlie shook his head, then stroked Angelica's cheek. "I don't want to sleep, I want to see the best view in front of me," he continued.
Angelica immediately smiled blushing. "You're bragging!"
"No...I'm not..."
"Yes, you are!" Angelica covered Charlie's lips with her fingers. "I don't know why these lips are so presumptuous to taste mine... there are so many questions I have to ask you, especially because of these lips too!"
Charlie chuckled in a low voice and immediately remembered how he kissed Angelica for the first time.
"I kissed you because it was the only reasonable way to keep them from seeing your face," he said. "And... I enjoyed it too," he continued with an amused smile.
"Ish..." Angelica immediately pinched Charlie's stomach.
Charlie immediately curled back a little with a laugh.
"Is that the reason you kiss me again and again?"
"What do you think?"
Angelica pouted, looking at Charlie who was like a jerk now. "I don't understand, you are strange! You kissed me, gave a lot of money to my family, and then gave me freedom, and had sex with me too... what do you mean by all this?"
"Because I like you ..."
"Okay..." Angelica nodded in understanding. "So, actually who am I to you right now?" she asked looking into her focused gray eyes.
"My girl," answered Charlie.
"Your girl?" Angelica frowned because Charlie's answer didn't seem like a certainty for their relationship. "I don't understand ..."
"You know... from the start, I said I didn't want to date or have a relationship status with any girl, so... let me have you without having to tie you down," said Charlie worriedly, worried that Angelica would be angry. "I like you and I hope you like me too... I even felt that when you didn't refuse my kiss..."
"But ..."
"We'll be like a couple," said Charlie without giving Angelica a chance to speak. "I'm your man, you're my girl... I will never fuck another girl, then you have whatever is mine... the difference is, we don't need to be dating or married or engaged... it doesn't matter.. .this is a commitment from the heart...we don't have to put a label on our relationship, but put it in our heart... and no one will be able to change it!" he continued with a reassuring look.
Angelica fell silent, looking at Charlie in confusion. Yeah, this was something new and strange for her, having intimacy without status for the reason that it couldn't be changed by anyone. It made a little sense, and she immediately introspected herself.
'I'm new to him, we just had sex... there are still many things I don't know about him, and maybe he also wants to know a lot about me... it makes sense that he doesn't want to have an official relationship with me,' she thought.
"Honey..." Charlie took Angelica's hand and then kissed it. "Please, don't be angry..."
"No, I'm not, I never have the right to be angry," said Angelica then turned her back to Charlie. "I'm just taking the time to learn all your explanations," she continued.
"Okay..." Charlie sighed, then distanced himself from Angelica. "I won't bother you." He hurriedly got out of bed, then grabbed his trousers which were on the floor to get his cell phone which was still in his pocket.
Angelica was still silent, feeling strange and confused, then turned to Charlie who was walking towards the glass wall while calling someone, even still naked.
'What? What's the reason he said that he doesn't want our relationship to have a label so that no one can change it because the label is in our hearts... he seems to have fear or... overthinking... or maybe he's not sure about me yet?' she wondered as she continued to look at Charlie.
"Okay, ASAP!" Charlie exclaimed then hung up the phone. He turned towards Angelica with a smile "Do you want to eat something?" he asked.
"Hmm..."
"I won't let my girl starve before fighting again," said Charlie, then sat on the edge of the bed right next to Angelica's head. He leaned back against the pillow, then held his manhood, which was not tense but not so limp either.
Angelica was pensive, looking at Charlie who was so open in front of her even though they had only known each other, not even a week, and this morning he was also very unstable. She grabbed the man's right hand, looking at the light brown bandage that still covered the area of his fingers.
"Now answer me honestly, was this hand injured due to an incident, or were you angry and threw a tantrum and hurt yourself?" she asked quietly.
Charlie grinned. "You're smart, you'll know the answer."
"You hurt yourself... or maybe you got angry until you got hurt," said Angelica, remembering how Charlie got angry and didn't care about kicking the glass.
"Well, you're right…" Charlie nodded
"But why?" Angelica asked.
"It's okay..." Charlie shrugged his shoulders, then took the black telephone that was on the table near the bed. "Deliver the best food here, immediately... don't make my girl hungry!" He said firmly, then put the phone down again.
"I don't want food," said Angelica.
"But you have to eat," replied Charlie, raising his eyebrows, then caressing Angelica's cheek gently. "From now on, I don't want you to be sad, lacking food, or curious about our relationship...What you need to know is, I'm yours... you're in my heart... nothing can change my feelings for you," he continued with a pleading look.
"How many girls have you treated like this? Have they also made love to you in this room?" Angelica wondered, changing the topic.
"It's not important... but... I told you, I haven't had sex for two years and I've been the owner of this hotel for about five months," Charlie answered.
"Then why do you say you can make love with five girls at once?"
Charlie chuckled, glancing at Angelica's serious face.
"Have you ever done that... anywhere else?" Angelica asked, increasingly curious.
Charlie immediately shook his head. "No, I'm not that crazy, it's disgusting... I'll look like a jerk, and... I don't like multiple relationships."
Angelica immediately looked at Charlie in horror. "Finally I found out the lie again."
"At that time I was just joking," explained Charlie then slumped down and turned to face Angelica with a smile. "I already said I like it when I see your face so serious... that's why I made up a little lie."
Angelica took a deep breath and turned to look at the ceiling. "You are used to being a liar..."
"Just for a small lie, not a lie that could hurt anyone."
"Who knows... liars are bad."
"I won't be a liar anymore... I don't want you to look away."
Angelica smiled faintly, suddenly feeling proud because Charlie said as if he didn't want to lose her.
"What if I look away?" she asked while glancing at him again.
"I'll make you look at me again and I won't let you go!" Charlie answered, then slid his hand under the blanket, stroking Angelica's soft boobs. "You have to understand something….I'm not a player... I don't get excited easily when I see a woman even if she is dressed sexy or naked in front of me. but you... you can arouse my passion just by showing your smile... 2 years I stopped, I didn't have interest in anyone. When I accidentally saw you on the beach, then we stared at each other for a moment... I felt like... like I wanted to know you more and have you."
Angelica fell silent, impressed by Charlie's confession.
"And to be honest, my heart hurt when I saw you being dragged by your uncle... then he slapped you..." Charlie turned to caress Angelica's cheek. "I won't let anyone hurt you again... you are my girl, my Angel... understand?"
Angelica slowly nodded her head, as if she just believed all of Charlie's confessions. anyway, it made sense and there was nothing to doubt about the guy because he gave her a lot of money and took her on dates at his workplace and probably all his employees knew.
Charlie smiled, then kissed Angelica's lips for a moment.
"I love these lips," he whispered.
Angelica fell silent again and continued to stare intently at Charlie's face. "I feel like you still hiding a lot of things from me... but I can't force you to tell... I'm still new to you and maybe you don't believe me."
"I trust you," whispered Charlie with a worried look.
"So, tell me," replied Angelica then cupped Charlie's jaw with one hand and caressed his cheek. "I can be a good listener for you... maybe it can make you feel a little less burdened... and I will also open up to you. You will know more about me," she continued.
Charlie was silent as if he was still hesitant to tell Angelica the truth about his life problems.
"Who last fucked you so you stopped for two years?" Angelica asked.
"A girl," whispered Charlie. "We were so intense... but she left me and will never come back," he continued.
"Where to?"
"I don't know... she's just gone... maybe dead or alive... what's certain is that I hate her and I won't let her lock my heart again," explained Charlie with a worried look.
"I'm yours... I've decided that. she or anyone will not be able to change my feelings for you because only you can light up my soul after two years of darkness," he continued.
Angelica was silent, suddenly feeling a little jealous at the thought of Charlie being so intimate with the girl. she knew she had no right to be jealous because she had only just met Charlie, and everyone had a past including him and her.
"Can we not talk about her anymore?" Charlie asked. "I think that would only make things worse."
Angelica just nodded, then hugged Charlie, as if afraid that he would love her again when she returned.
Charlie was silent, hugged Angelica tightly, occasionally kissing her forehead. 'she will never come back because she is with God... and now that I have you... I won't let God take you away like he took her from me,' he thought anxiously.
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