What's happening to me?
I cannot feel.
The feelings that one should feel
The pain is so intense
And it has taken away my happiness
I feel like someone else
This is not me
I know its not
Them emotions i used to feel
Is disappearing into thin air
I do not want to fake my
Smile and laughter
Cause people will think
I am being a lie
The light and the joy
Does not seem much to me
With all the pain
I have been through
I want to feel, love
I want to know what its like
To be living the real me
Although the real me
Is even more painful
If only they could see
What i have become
A monster, i guess
They say, they are scared of me
They don't want to be my friend
I ran away from myself many times
Cause i was scared of myself
And now
It feels like
I am emotionally paralysed
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