章節 7: Deep feelings!

Shanru was so worried about JK, Suga, Jimin, Jin and others because of their care towards her.

(Shanru: I can't understand what's happening around me. I came here to get interesting news to publish in our magazine to gain popularity.I knew that would affect them(BTS) but after being with them, I feel so worried if they get hurt. I think this is why the head didn't want my coworkers who knows and love BTS to take up this project. BTS MEMBERS are so caring and lovely. How can I do something against them? but I must be loyal to my job(Reporter) also. I came here to do my Reporter job but I am not doing that instead became a real care taker(staff of JM Agency). I think Since, I was grown up with a lot of Love, I can't go against Love and those who love me. (Shanru cries) I can't decide anything. should I be loyal to My Reporter job or to BTS? Why is everyone in BTS are so good?They takes care of everyone and loves everyone. I always wanted to have a brother but whenever I get a brother to take care and love me, I am losing them. Last time it was Vishal.... because of his girl friend and this time it is JIMIN, SUGA and others(except JK) because of me and my job. I really want to be with them forever which can't happen.

JIMIN is such good guy. He slightly looks like Vishal. I don't want to hurt him.I feel so good to be with him. His smile makes me even more happier. I don't want to miss him. He makes everyone smile with his charm. He always want others to be happy.

SUGA never shows his feelings but always express it indirectly. He sees me as a Sister and want to protect me. I don't want to lose YOONGI. He takes care of other without expressing his feeling directly.

JIN is a lovely person he takes care of everyone especially JUNGKOOK. Jin loves JK more than others. Jin has been a great support for JK. People will like him for his love for other members. Jin sees everyone as his FAMILY MEMBERS.

TAE looks a great friend. He is so kind towards me. TAE is a soft guy who doesn't want others to worry. I want him to be my friend too.

J-HOPE is the sunshine of BTS.He wants everyone to be Happy. Such a Hopeful, kind, calm, lovely, energetic, optimistic person.

RM is a great leader. Without RM, BTS can't be completed. RM has been a great support and backbone of BTS.

I don't want to miss anyone of them.

Oh My God! I am really scared to think about JK. THE FEELING I have TOWARDS JK IS DIFFERENT THAN the feelings I have on OTHERS. I don't know why but I know that might be a problem if that feeling grows. I try not to.... (Shanru cries more) L.. Love him but still I can't hold me back. whenever he come close to me, my heart starts to race fast. I could even feel his heart beat. I don't want to love him but I actually love him with all my heart.i think he likes me too. It would be hard if someone notices our love..my Love. it would create a great trouble for me, my career, JK and to BTS. I must hide my feelings towards JK. I don't want to hurt others just for the sake of my happiness. The second when Jungkook hugged me so tight in the kitchen. I felt nothing but the Love. I want to be his side forever.

When Shanru was deep in thoughts

In maknae's room.

V: Shanru, was so worried.

JM(sad): yeah!

Jk: but she must be relaxed now because of you Jiminshie.

Jm: me?

Jk: yeah! you relaxed her in the dinning hall, right?

Jm(sad): yes!

V: are you sad?

Jm: no...i just... I will get some fresh air and come. you guys please have a good sleep.

V&Jk: okay!

Jimin went to Balcony.

V slept within a few minutes but JK was thinking.

(Jungkook : I wonder what Shanru is doing? I want to see her but how?....wait! I got an idea. let me get some water and keep it in every room. so that I can go to Shanru's room.)

JK went to kitchen.

Mean while, Jimin saw Shanru crying in Balcony. Jimin was so scared and worried to see her cry. Jimin stood behind her and kept his tiny hands on her shoulder and asked if she is All right.

Shanru turned saw him, wiped all her tears and forced a smile on her face. Shanru said that she is fine.

Jimin sat beside her to comfort her.