章節 16: Casey: After Effects...
Three hours later, I was on all fours, screaming maniacally as Jace pulled my hair and kept slamming into me. This was no longer the slow and sensual lovemaking that we had started with. This was simply raw sex, satiating the angry beasts that we had awoken deep inside us.
I could feel him trembling even as I felt his shaft deep inside me. I gripped the sheets in a vice-like clamp, pushing my butt fiercely against him as I matched up to meet his thrusts. Soon, he shoved my head into the pillows, biting into the sheets as it stifled my screams. It was sweet, it was slutty and I loved every single second of it.
Soon, the orgasm ripped through us like an earthquake. I screamed in pure pleasure, my entire body spasming from the tremors of the orgasm. Not long after, Jace thrust into me one final time, pushing his member as far as it could go and next thing I knew, I could feel his seed washing deep into my womb. It was warm and refreshing.
By the time it was over, I collapsed onto the bed. My muscles were trembling terribly, so much that I could no longer hold myself up. I was sprawled flat on the bed, my legs splayed because I just didn't have the strength to change my position. Jace and I had been going at it since we started. It was as if once we started, we couldn't stop fucking each other. Since the first orgasm, we'd gone three more rounds of intense sex. Or four. Or five. I couldn't remember anymore. All the pleasure and orgasms had blended into one steamy night of passion.
Now, I smiled weakly as I looked at him beside me. His perfectly muscled chest was rising and falling easily with the intensity of his breathing. He was smiling back at me, he was just so damn beautiful and I wanted to kiss him. However, the more I stared at him, the more I realized that he would never be mine. Kira had already told me her plans, and it wasn't going to be funny when she found out I was the one fucking her fiancé.
"Come on…" Jace muttered weakly. "Don't do that."
I raised my eyebrows at him, "Don't do what?"
"For a moment there, I saw you leave this room mentally. Where did you wander off to?"
"Where else?" I finally got some life in my limbs, so I shifted to see him more clearly. "There are things I need to think about right now."
"Really? I think with all that end-of-the-world type sex we just had, you'd have lost the ability to think for a few more hours."
I smiled weakly at him, "How can I afford to do that? I've finally done it. I've slept with my best friend's fiancé. There's no going back now, and from the conversation I had with her tonight, she's not going to take it lightly with whoever she catches fucking you."
Jace let out a frustrated sigh, "Can we table this for discussion later? You're killing the entire vibe with talks of Kira."
I wiped my hands across my cheeks, it was damp from sweat, just like the rest of my body. The air conditioner was blowing at full blast, making the room cold. I could feel my nipples begin to harden due to the chill of the room. However, seeing Jace naked in front of me, his cock at half-mast was also arousing.
"Fucking no!" I said exasperatedly as I pushed off the bed. The minute my feet touched the cold floor though, I felt them tremble and I swooned a little. I had to grab the wall for support.
"That's your body telling you to come back to bed, baby," Jace suggested.
I shrugged that off and gritting my teeth, I got off the bed. Yeah, Jace knew how to fuck, but I wasn't going to make him temporarily incapacitate me. I couldn't give him that pleasure. With shaky legs, I made my way to the restroom, I needed to clean up. I closed the door behind me, resting against it.
I then went to the sink, directly over it was a mirror and I looked at my reflection and took a deep breath. What stared back at me was the image of a finished woman. I just had mind-blowing bouts of sex with the man I loved, yet things still felt off.
Despite everything with Kira and Lena, I had chosen to come here all the same. I had to be sure that what I felt for Jace wasn't just lust but love. I thought finally having sex with him would bring me closure and make it easier to let him go. However, I was wrong. We made love, and afterward, we fucked like rabbits. Still, I wanted more of him. The mere idea that I wasn't going to be intimate with him was heartbreaking. Now that I had a taste of him, letting him go was going to be hard. I realized now that I should never have come in the first place.
I couldn't keep doing this to Kira. I didn't want to lose her as a friend, and even at that, if I kept this up, it was only a matter of time before we were discovered. Either by Kira, her uncle, or even worse, the press. And just like that, everything I've worked hard to build could easily be destroyed. That wasn't a risk I was willing to take just yet. I still had to consider my reputation, I still had to consider Kira's feelings, and how much she was willing to do to protect her company.
I went about cleaning up, and by the time I was done, I walked out of the restroom. Jace was on the bed, exactly the way I left him. But this time, he had his phone in his hand which he was easily browsing through.
"Ethan has figured out that I snuck out of the hotel," he said with a chuckle. "He's going crazy right now. I've told him to relax and that I'm fine, but he keeps insisting I tell him where I am."
Jace stopped as he noticed the look on my face, he got to his feet and walked over to where I stood. He took me by the waist and drew me closer to him. As the masculine smell of his body hit me, and I felt the press of his muscled chest against my breasts, I realized that my resolve to leave him was going to be harder than I thought it would be. I could barely resist as he wrapped his hands around my waist and cupped my soft buttocks.
"Baby," he said softly. "Are you still on this? I already promised I'd make this work for us all."
"The truth is," I replied, "no matter how I look at this, I'm the only one who stands to lose quite a lot by this affair. You're a billionaire and a CEO, Kira is the best friend who trusted the wrong person with her wedding planning. And I? I'll be nothing but the evil bitch who chose to sleep with her best friend's fiancé. There is no way that you would paint this that I won't be the biggest loser. You and I are committing the act, but society will punish me more. Society has never been fair to women, least of all those in my shoes. So Jace, forgive me if I believe I have more to lose in all this than you do."
"Casey," he said weakly. "We shouldn't allow people's opinions and our fears to determine our relationship. We both know what we want, shouldn't that be enough?"
"It should, right? By God, I want to be with you. I love you so much that it hurts me on a primal level. Just looking at you makes me want to kiss you deeply. I want you inside me and I want to carry your babies in my belly someday. I want all this Jace, I want them with you."
"Then, what's stopping us from getting them?"
"My heart wants them. My feelings want them. But I can't allow my heart to rule my life, can I? It could destroy everything I've struggled so hard to build. I have to work with my head here, and right now, it says that I should leave you."
"No…" he shook his head as he pulled me even closer. "I won't be able to live without you, Casey. After the night we just had, how can I survive without you? Please, Casey, don't do this to me. Don't do this to us."
He kissed me once again, and before I knew it, my hands lifted on their own accord and wrapped around his neck. My body was crushed against his, while his hand gingerly lifted one of my legs and draped it around his waist. As we kissed, he pushed me against the wall, I was kissing him back with much fervor, giving him a sexy hickey on his neck as I ran my fingers all over his body.
Pressed against the wall, I felt his engorged shaft around my entrance, it was hard as a nail and he was about to guide it in. Then, my senses snapped right back.
"I said no!" I cried as I pushed him away. Feeling choked up, I walked away from the spot that trapped me between him and the wall. I hurried over to where my clothes were and began to wear them hurriedly. One after the other, I put them on, and by the time I was done, I noticed that tears were falling from my eyes.
When I turned Jace was looking forlornly at me, "Please Casey," he said weakly. "Don't leave."
I stared at him, seeing the man that I loved dearly but would never be able to be intimate with anymore. We already had the best night of my life and I was going to cherish that for as long as I could. I would hold onto it until I was finally rid of the feelings I had for him.
"Goodbye, Jace," I said, then without waiting for another word from him, I wore my facemask and hurried out of the room. I slammed the door shut, a resounding slap in the quiet night. Then I was walking quickly, and soon, I was running. Running with tears streaming down my eyes.
I was never going to be with Jace ever again. The thought hurt like a gunshot straight to the heart.
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