Her hatred for RK, her love for him, her attachment for him, her reluctance to let go of him, everything about him, she wanted to let go of them all. She felt that she has already gotten over him. She always wanted to find a reason for everything that had happened six years ago. The stubbornness she had in the past was because of her obsession. In the past, she couldn't let go of her obsession, and she couldn't let go of him because her obsession was too deep. Now, she felt that she could even give up on the reason and explanation why he had abandoned her six years ago.
Stella looked out of the window at the mottled green leaves in the sun. She felt that it was so good to not have such an obsession.
RK's clothes were still the same as he rarely went home.
When he got home, Mrs. Cassidy had already finished cooking Alia and Adrian sat at the dining table obediently with their cutlery in their hands, ready to eat.