Abigail didn't want Sawyer to see her sadness because she was not entirely honest with him. Until now, she has struggled with her own life, caring for her grandmother and earning a living.
However, she would not complain to anyone else, especially God, because she felt happier now. This was mainly because she no longer lived with her scummy ex-fiancé and had cut ties with her father.
And, of course, she was now dating a gentle and kind person like Sawyer Jones. Her life was much better, and she hoped it would continue to be even better.
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Sawyer felt a greater sense of pride in her. She is very mature in dealing with his family's dark history.
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