章節 82: If I am blind
Standing outside the locker room, Ishigami had to say, he felt quite nervous, hoping that nothing had happened inside instead of worrying about their answers.
While this situation might be a little bizarre, especially when two women talked to each other peacefully about how to handle their relationship with him, his adaptation was good, especially when having a relationship with so many women was a small matter compared to being transmigrated to this world.
Still, if possible, he hoped the two could be with him at the same time, and as he thought so, the door of the room was opened, and Tsubame came out first.
The two stared at each other, and naturally, it felt so awkward as there was a moment of separation.
If it was a normal situation, it would be okay, but his situation was exposed, and the fact that he had been with so many women was clear.
But then again, when the two thought about their exchange yesterday, it felt so bewildering when everything could change so easily.
"How many...?"
"What do you mean?"
"Is Kobachi the only one?" Tsubame stared at Ishigami, waiting for his answer.
"There is another."
"Oh? Only one more?"
"...what do you think I am? Do you think I will try to make a move with every girl in this school?"
"Will you?"
"I won't."
Every girl wished for the attention of his man, but then again, in fact, it wasn't such a difficult problem to divide his time with all of his women if he tried to.
More importantly, there was no need for a man to be on the side of the girl all the time as if he was ready to give their everything to her.
After all, a man's life wasn't just a woman's.
Instead, let's just say that a woman was a spice that made a man's life interesting, and a man's focus had always been on improving himself instead of on love.
Love alone wasn't enough, after all, especially for all of the heroines in this school who were used to living in luxury.
Or rather, he just didn't want them to live a bitter life when they decided to be with him, even if they were okay with it, so there was no doubt he had to improve further.
"So, Rei-chan, me, Koba-chan, then... who is the last? Miko-chan?"
"No, it's Chika-senpai."
"Huh? Really? Fujiwara-san?!"
Hearing his answer, Tsubame was dumbfounded since she had never imagined that the last person would be Chika.
If Tsubame and Kobachi were included in the "Four Impossible Heroines" of Shuchi'in Academy, then no one ever thought that one could get Chika, especially with her pedigree, who came from a political family and was also the granddaughter of the prime minister.
"Amazing..."
Because of this, Tsubame couldn't help but be amazed by Ishigami's ability.
"...it felt strange if you praised me like that."
"While I don't want to, I have to say, you are amazing, Yuu-kun..."
Yet, when she looked at his face and thought of his 19 cm, she felt that... it was normal.
If someone just wished to play around, there was no doubt that Ishigami was a perfect lover, but if they were serious... then she knew that sooner or later, they would be hurt by him since he couldn't give them the happiness that they thought for.
Yet, for her?
No matter what, it had to be him.
Even if he cheated or might have a new girl in the future, it didn't matter since as long as she was the one who stayed with him, she would be the one who would win him.
Others probably thought that she was crazy and that it was better for her to choose someone else who could treasure her better and give all of his love to her, yet she felt that it was too late.
Tsubame had tasted the bitterness of love, and instead of being disappointed once again, she wanted to stay with this bastard since even if he made her annoyed, she knew that he could treasure well and take care of her.
"Thank you."
Tsubame smiled when she heard those words and said, "I love you, Yuu."
"I will treasure you well."
Ishigami hugged her softly in his arms and kissed her hair affectionately.
However, Tsubame hugged him tightly and didn't want to let him go, but she knew that this was in public and someone might come, and Kobachi was still inside. More importantly, she could feel Kobachi's stare on her, so she knew that she had to be patient, but then again, instead of being the older one who took care of the young, she loved this feeling when she was the one who was being doted on.
"...can you visit my place later?"
"I don't mind."
"Promise me, okay?"
"Let's talk later."
"Okay~!" Tsubame nodded obediently, then reluctantly let him go. She knew that the moment she decided to sleep with him, it was already impossible for her to part away from him, but fortunately, he would treasure her, and he wasn't like those scumbags who loved to show off to anyone and could keep everything under the secret instead of being immature.
Still, their close exchange was all seen by Kobachi, who was inside, watching the two as she wished for everything to reset to the time when Onodera confessed to Ishigami.
'If she didn't confess to him...'
While Kobachi didn't regret her decision, she knew that the reason why Ishigami became like this was due to her. Since he couldn't reject her after she forced herself on him, she should expect other women to do the same, right?
After all, like her, they should have understood how charming he was.
However, watching how affectionate and docile Tsubame was, Kobachi had never expected that Tsubame would be so stupid, believing the words of this scumbag so easily.
Due to her experience during her childhood after her mother cheated on her father and caused her family to be broken, she knew that love wasn't something eternal.
Many might love her now when she was beautiful, but what if she lost her beautiful face?
If her face was burnt and she became ugly, would they still love her?
Would Ishigami still love her?
When she thought that Ishigami would quickly leave her and turn his attention to another girl, she couldn't be like Tsubame, who could easily accept everything. Instead, she felt so much pain that she wanted to leave.
Yet, his existence had been imprinted deeply into her mind, and it wasn't easy to have his replacement.
Or rather, she couldn't.
Was there anyone who could be better than him?
Probably, in the future, she might find someone better, yet for him, her first love, the person who had made her realize that she could feel the feeling of love... he was irreplaceable.
'If only I hadn't made a move and just swallowed everything...'
Then, everything might be different.
Even if Ishigami had dated Onodera, he wouldn't have been like this, dating so many women at the same time, causing her to be a mess and disappointed.
Kobachi wouldn't be in so much pain and disappointment knowing everything.
Yet, even if she wanted to turn her eyes blind from everything, she knew that a conclusion had to be determined between the two, whether she could accept him the way he was or leave him as he was with others as they smiled happily by his side.
If only she knew nothing...
As Tsubame left, Kobachi knew that it was her turn.
His eyes were on her, as gentle as ever, handsome, and made her really unable to think straight.
"Do you want to accompany me for a walk, Kobachi?"
"Okay."
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