章節 115: I want both of them everyday

Jason

It didn't come as much of a surprise to me that I had been unable to stop thinking about Kenny and Rory since the time we fucked, a week ago.

It's been a week since I had the best fuck of my life, and now that was all I could think about it. I had tried countless times to stop thinking about that, especially since I was aware that it was a one time thing and was never gonna happen again.

But somehow, I find myself wanting that again. And I don't just want it one more time, I want it at all times.

I want it an for an uncountable time and although that thought scared me because I wasn't the one to want to fuck somehow twice, but I didn't shy away from that realization. Instead, I acknowledged and welcomed it more and more, because I believed I was now at a point where I didn't have to keep lying to myself. I wanted the two of them to myself and that was that.