Hello, I'm Tensho, Samuel Tensho. I'm the one responsible for this mess. What you are about to read is a piece of my mind. A piece of my mind that has been nurtured since July 2022. To say the least, the seed I planted then has now bloomed into a flower. Is it a beautiful one? Probably, at least, I hope.
But, I must admit, its growth has been sabotaged by me multiple times. This iteration of the flower began growing on March 26, 2023, a far shorter lifespan. The other iterations? Don't worry about them—they're dead now. They are the soil that this flower has bloomed on. What can I say? I change my mind sometimes. But killing three other potential beautiful flowers for this one aches me. There were many characters along the way that I wished I could've fleshed out more, but, you know, to win some, you gotta lose some.
Enough dilly-dallying; I assumed you had read the disclaimer I've so graciously provided you above. No? What do you mean there is no disclaimer? Are you perhaps reading this from webnovel? Ah, I see... Well, let me tell you the disclaimer. This book contains elements of rape, homicide, pedophilia, and suicide; please read at your own discretion. There will also be a time in the book where religion will be framed somewhat negatively; just know that it wasn't made with any ill intent, only for story-telling purposes.
To put it briefly, the story you are to read is fucked in multiple facets. But don't worry; I'll be right here to guide you. I will tell you their story. I will tell you her story. And if you do choose to leave, I understand; this story will 100% not be everyone's cup of tea.
In fact, if it helps, look at the chapter list and scroll down. You see that Interlude under Chapter 20? We can have a break there. Don't worry, you don't have to bring anything else but yourself; I'll brew the tea and bake the cookies. It's a long way, I know, but hang in there, okay?
But until then, let me tell you a story about a world plunged into stygian darkness, a world both dark in light and dark in heart, and a girl who has been unfortunate enough to be placed in such a rotten world. This is her world—a world from the depths of her trauma and corrupted mind.
Watch as she traverses this hopeless world with no recollection of her past.
Once again, this book has heavy sexual elements. Please read at your own discretion.