章節 10: day 1 of Trip (new emotions)

And KAKERU got up from his seat Just then, Kakeru felt that his shirt got stuck somewhere. When KAKERU turned and looked towards his seat, Jihara was holding a corner of his shirt with his small hands and was looking at KAKERU with innocent eyes.

KAKERU could not take his eyes off seeing the innocence with which JIHARA was holding the corner of his shirt. JIHARA right now looks like a cute cat drenched in the rain, which is looking for a safe corner to escape from the rain. JIHARA right now looks exactly like the cat that grabs hold of KAKERU's shirt and divorces him,,,,

KAKERU says his mind "" what the Fuck,,,he is cute more than girl .....Should I sit here?

And then teacher Suya says """For the last time I am saying either share the seat quietly with JIHARA or get down right now. But this time KAKERU did not answer back to teacher suya. , he sat quietly near JIHARA , Jihara along with all the students and teacher Suya looked at KAKERU with surprise. But KAKERU's eyes are on JIHARA's wet eyelids. , KAKERU can't understand why he was crying just now...?Teacher Suya went to his seat and sat down. The bus once again picked up speed. JIHARA started staring out the window again

Breaking the silence KAKERU says angrily """" Little bird Why were you crying just now? !

""I was not crying!!JIHARA replied without looking at him

Your eyelids are still wet and you are saying that you are not crying. , Well, I don't care about your tears, but now that you yourself have stopped me, you should take responsibility for it will happen.

JIHARA looked at KAKERU with fearful eyes and said with surprise, "Responsibility?" ,,,, what kind of responsibility!

Seeing JIHARA's surprised face, KAKERU replies """""You have to take responsibility for me." So that I don't feel bored, you start the same thing which was left incomplete, tell me about the last ten years of your life and about your one sided love. If I enjoy your story till the bus stops, then I will stay with you for ten whole days. , but if I feel even a little bored, I will go to CHISHIYA's seat at the next stop, and if I get a chance, I will seprate your legs too.

JIHARA looked at KAKERU in surprise. KAKERU laughed loudly and said """""little bird,, you are gay, you should not be afraid of getting fucked.

In response JIHARA says """But you are not gay then how can you fuck a boy?

I can everything!

JIHARA asked """you hate gay boys ?

No,,, it's not like that,, I am not hating gay boys,I just don't like them,i just don't like you , whatever don't ask me nonsense questions ! But I have a interesting question for you ! why did you stop me by holding my shirt ?

In response JIHARA says """I just didn't want you to go on these deserted roads so late at night.

If I had gone down the bus then???

JIHARA replies """If you went outside you would catch a cold and get sick

Hahahahahaha,,,,,,, Little bird what the fucking logic !!!!,, I am not little boy ,as you are, I can take care of myself .

JIHARA doesn't answer and starts looking towards the moon silently "" But KAKERU is feeling some new emotions. KAKERU saying to myself in my mind ,,, I felt very strange when I saw that the little bird was holding the corner of my shirt. , there were tears in his eyes .He didn't want me to get out of the bus., He was not able to speak but I could clearly see in his eyes that he wanted to stop me. I didn't know what to do but I didn't want to see him cry. Because no one has stopped me with tears before .today I don't know why but I wanted someone to cry for me, someone to hold my hand. But no one ever loved me ,I didn't know why the little bird was crying but I felt so good that he tried to stop me.

KAKERU was lost in his thoughts when he heard JIHARA's voice """"" Hey Are you ok?"

KAKERU had heard JIHARA's voice clearly but KAKERU did not answer and remained sitting silently with his eyes closed.

JIHARA once again called out "hey are you okay" ?

KAKERU suddenly opened his eyes and held JIHARA's hand tightly and looked into his eyes and said, "Why are you calling me hey, and you?" Why not you calling me by my name?

JIHARA's face lost its color,

KAKERU twists JIHARA's hand and says "Call me by my name" ,say KAKERU!

""No

Why not? Call me by my name ,,, otherwise I will fuck you right now! Call me KAKERU!

"No I can't do this!

Why not? What is the problem?But then KAKERU looked at Jihara's face, there were tears in his eyes. he is crying , KAKERU immediately released jihara's hand , which had turned red like a rose """""what rubbish , why do you start crying like girls ,I have never seen such a stupid and stupid boy like you. Who cries over such small things? But Jihara was silent !

Okay leave all this talk, I'm bored tell me about yourself ....After this, KAKERU lay down with his head resting on the seat and closed his eyes.

JIHARA looks at the moon with sad eyes and starts saying """"""It was ten years ago, I was not even in high school then, I lived with my uncle and aunt in Tokyo. , I did not know how to go to school every day, because I used to work with my uncle and aunt in their shop, only then I used to get two meals a day, that too was not enough to fill my stomach. , I was just alive, I did not know what was the goal of my life, I was also very careless about my high school, I did not know whether I would get admission or not? Because I didn't have money for the fees ....and I don't even want to read further..... Then one day I was working at the shop, when a black car came and stopped in front of the shop, and I saw him for the first time.