章節 100: 100. A Fangirl
She was just a worthless woman with baggage. Nothing about her was remarkable, whether it be her talent or appearance she was ordinary.
She didn't think Itsuki-sama would take an interest in her and she didn't dare to disrupt his peaceful life with her worthless feelings.
She was content watching from the sidelines, seeing him happy made her happy. Kyouka knew she was falling hard, and her little crush was evolving into something more.
She couldn't help herself as she was a sucker for someone who helped her at her lowest points.
That was how she met Shinji, he helped her when she was injured and when she had nowhere to go he offered her his place to stay and confessed to her how he fell for her and wanted her to be his wife.
She was ecstatic at that time, she was at the lowest point of her life and when she saw someone was willing to accept her and become her pillar of support she was moved to the point of tears.
She was happy for the next few years, as they lived a mundane but happy life but thinking back on it it was all a lie, a fantasy she created in her mind. The loving husband whom she thought would protect her didn't exist.
He was just like the rest of them, upon seeing her powers he shunned her as a monster and was hellbent on eradicating her along with his own daughter.
That time Kyouka truly knew what despair was, she cursed herself for thinking she could have a normal life, and that someone could accept her and love her for who she was.
She never felt so lost, so helpless, so powerless and so full of self-hatred and at that moment she wished she never existed.
But during that darkest time 'He' came into her life like a pure ray of sunshine eliminating all of the darkness.
Kyouka from that moment on knew that she was in his debt, a debt she wished would take her a lifetime to pay back as she wished to bask in his presence as much as she could.....
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Kyouka was a very dependent person, she was neither a strong nor prideful woman.
Thus she wished to entrust all of her existence, her everything to the person she acknowledged.
She may have loved Shinji but there was always a barrier between them as she never revealed her true identity to him.
And the moment he turned against her and her daughter in cold blood was the moment any affection for him in her heart was killed.
Only pure hatred existed, a hatred born from betrayal, love, and rage.
She wished he would just die and when she knew he died she felt relief, there was no sympathy or guilt inside her mind.
Kyouka was a kind woman, but she was also a mother. She would never forgive anyone who tried to harm her child especially if that person was the person who promised to protect them.
Itsuki never told her about the fact that he killed Shinji, Kyouka guessed he must have felt that this news might make her feel guilty or uncomfortable and this behaviour of his only made her fondness for him increase.
Kyouka knew it was bad, but she couldn't help but gaze at him as he played with his children, that gentle smile on his face when he held his wives in his arms.
She has fantasized multiple times about her being in that position, being in his arms receiving his gentle kisses, listening to his affectionate words.
His simple words of encouragement and praise were enough to make Kyouka swoon.
She always believed her sneak peeks were very discreet and she tried not to gaze at him for too long, which was a very hard thing too because Itsuki was very attractive and his attractiveness multiplied a hundred fold for her due to her having this crush on him.
Anything he did was attractive in her eyes, Kyouka was like a fan girl who worshipped her idol.
She truly believed she hid it very well, but seeing the teasing gazes she understood she failed splendidly.
'Ahhhhhhh!' Kyouka screamed inside her mind as she wished she could find a crack in the ground to hide in to.
Kyouka covered her face as she was too embarrassed to meet these gazes.....
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Earth...
Japan....
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Saya snapped out of her daze as she noticed that the bus had arrived at her stop. She quickly wiped her eyes and got out of the bus.
Saya gazed at the prestigious academy in front of her and many complex emotions flashed through her eyes. They were supposed to enjoy their college life together, she even went as far as learning Culinary arts to continue her education with him.
She wasn't as talented as him so she had to spend hours practicing to have good results.
But who would have thought fate had different plans for them.
Saya shook her head with a melancholic look in her eyes and started walking inside the campus along with the other students who arrived.
Suddenly she felt as if her head was a bit dizzy, and she staggered a bit before collapsing on the ground. Saya heard concerned shouts from people surrounding her as her vision faded into darkness....
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