Rayna still felt bad about everything that was occurring for Raze. It was the only way she could think of saving him, and he was being dragged along through all of this, and all of it at a young age.
Unlike her, who was one of the heirs to a great clan and had to follow rules, Raze wasn't. He was a free individual not related to any clan.
Many people in Pagna wouldn't see it this way because to them, status, power, wealth, getting stronger meant everything to them.
But to Rayna, at some points, she was quite jealous of the no-names, the wanderers that could do as they wished. Even if they were looked down upon and pushed around.
If anything, she was sure she would be more like Raze, having great strength and being able to protect herself. Still, because of everything that had occurred, now he was being placed in the same position.