章節 103: Emotional times
This chapter is made because I think Jack needs some character development. So, it is different from the ones you have read before. If you don't want to read something that gets a bit emotional and a bit stupid, as it's my first time, you can skip the next chapters.
I will title the chapter <3 When the story continues with something less dark and just more fun. Thank you for your support, and I hope you like what happens if you decide to read anyway.
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Leading Lilith towards the dining room I kind of felt bad for her. Master did say that she wouldn't have all her memories but from what I could see it seems that she couldn't even remember what happened to her and what good she did to the world. Sighing again I looked forward again and saw that we had arrived.
This dining room was a different one than the one used by Master and Amaterasu to eat breakfast. This dining room was for the guests and more grand and imposing. When we entered the scene of the food on the table exploded in our nose and I could hear Lilith's stomach grumble.
There was only one person in the dining room and she was the person who prepared the food. Louise walked back from plating the food and welcomed her in. Louise smiled at me because while Olivia chose to stay with her master 24/7 Louise volunteered to be a maid in masters personal world and keeping his castle clean.
We became good friends because of that. She was the only maid that didn't look at me as an unreachable goddess but as a friend. So with her working in the place where I stayed since master summoned me we got close and I could say that we hit it off.
Lilith was salvating because of the food. I walked towards a seat and sat down. I patted the seat next to me and Lilith sat down next to me. I picked up some food and placed it on her plate. she was a bit hesitant to eat from this luxurious meal but when she saw me putting food on my own plate and eating it she also tried to eat and took a little bite.
When the food hit her tongue her eyes opened wide and she began to devour the food. When we had eaten our food she rested her head on my shoulder with sleepy eyes. "You can rest dear you have got through a lot."
Looking at her soul I saw that it was exhausted and the magic energy from master was still being transferred to it at the moment. She nodded and closed her eyes to sleep again. Picking her up I looked at Louise. "Are you sure you want to do this. You already didn't spend a lot of time together when you were working in the castle but now you want to travel this world without him."
"I know that he asked for someone but why do you want to create distance between yourself and master?"
Louise looked at me with big eyes before having a gentle smile on her face. "You know Tyche. I am masters distant cousin and have been with him since his birth. I was even one of the first woman that had sex with him. But I want something else other than my identity as just one of his woman. You know how happy I was when I knew that I was talented even more than Olivia."
"That was also one of the reasons I pulled away. I want more. I want more power. I want more value. I want master to love me more." Louise looked sad as she spoke her words. It looks like master didn't have that good of an emotional relation ship with his cousin and that was the reason that she was pulling back.
"Well At the very least you have to know that I love you and would always welcome you back." I gave her a quick kiss on her head and looked her in the eyes. She looked back at me with a shocked gaze but I saw that the corners of her eyes were watering.
I put Lilith back down on a chair and hugged Louise. "What has gotten you so sad?" She hugged me tight and if felt my bosom getting wet. Her body was shivering and just stayed quiet. I began patting her head and waited for her to be ready to answer me.
"You know? When master was first used my body I felt slighted that he wanted me but I have been thinking. Ever since Amaterasu and Kali joined I have always felt inferior. They were strong they were beautiful and they also loved master a lot. So when I compared myself with them I just saw how much of an downgrade I am to them."
"I..snif I don't know what to do. I want to become stronger and more beautiful but the thing I want the most is that master loves me." Now crying in my arms Louise was letting out all her frustrations about master. While we were in different positions I could understand her point of view.
She felt like she didn't bring anything to the table and felt worthless because of it. She felt like she didn't deserve the love that master gives her and every time he does give her love she feels guilty of having these thoughts. 'This is really destructive for someone to love this way. Maybe it is for the better that she finds herself first before she meets master again.'
I let her cry for a while longer until she too passed out in my arms. Now using magic I carried the two woman towards their rooms. We first came across Louises room is I entered moved the blankets back placed her on the bed and pulled the blankets over her. Then I pulled Lilith in my arms and carried her again like a princess.
Watching over her like this felt really good. She feels like a daughter to me and now that she has my blessing she is unofficially my saintess. I too placed her in bed before sitting in the chair by the side of the bed and opening the book that I was reading.
A lot happened in a short span of time and I want some time to relax. I already imagine the face master is going to make when I report this to him. While master is lovely he also has his flaws and him being so young it is normal that he makes mistakes in relation ships.
So I even though I know that he would be glad that Louise is trying to find herself I don't know if he wants to let her go. Master loves Louise a lot because she was always with him when he was younger but now that both of them are older they need to find a way to find a healthier way to show their love for each other other than destroying each other unconsciously.
I Prayed that they would have luck in their relationship before looking back at the book in my hands and beginning to read it.
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