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He left me seated on the couch and I did not even look to see where he went.
Everything he had just said kept replaying in my head.
I knew my father couldn't have raped him. But, I would not have thought in a million years he would have sold a child as a sex slave either.
So, my dad hurt Jeremy as revenge against Jackson, and then, Jackson hurt me as revenge against my dad?
This felt like we were just being used in this revenge game.
No wonder my father was so paranoid, he knew Jackson Roberts was coming for me.
He must have thought the only time he wasn't going to worry was when I was with Richard.
If only he knew Richard only cared about
himself. Who knows if he would have fought to protect me.
I felt so bad for Jeremy. That child must have been so traumatized at such a young age.
He was innocent. I am innocent.
Just used to get back at the other in a way that would hurt the most.
After he does his revenge with me then what?
This game seems to have been going on for more than 13 years.
What if my dad too what's revenge? Will he do to someone Sin cares about the same thing Sin is doing to me?
So its a cycle? Why not them just face each other instead of hurting people the other loves?
Also, who started this revenge game? All he said was my father taking his brother to use him to hurt Jackson, and that was as revenge.
Did my dad start this? Or was he too revenging?
My head was now hurting.
I could only imagine what that boy went
through.
Actually, I am living it.
I am 19 and I feel broken, what about a 10 year old?
How many people will they harm until they are even?
And, who is to say Elijah Montgomery
won't be in a quest for blood too immediately after Sin kills me? Hunt someone innocent who has nothing to do with any of this just because he or she is connected to Sin in a way?
I hated this!
I wanted to give my dad the benefit of a doubt, but then, I knew he had to have done this.
I remembered my mum telling Jackson to face my dad man to man instead of looking for his weakness.
And then, Jackson's response...
"How dare you Rachel? Did your husband come to me man to man? Or did he look for my weaknesses? You only want to play fair when unfair is not benefiting you? Typical!.."
So these two men are just playing each other dirty.
I guess Elijah and Jackson may be a little
alike.
Also, somehow, deep inside, I felt sorry for him.
I felt sorry for Sin.
I was afraid of him, yes, I thought he was an evil person, but I felt bad for him.
It seems like what my dad did with Jeremy
really was a heavy blow to him. 13 years later, he still looks very much affected. He was his brother after all.
It must have been when he decided to play
unfair with unfair. Which meant Jennie for Jeremy.
Should I try to make small talk with him to find out more? Where all this started? Where it came from?
Maybe I could put an end this.
I hoped that perhaps after everything he had already done to me, it at least made him see this wasn't right. Then again, he said he would kill me just as his brother died and I knew he wasn't joking.
I guessed he was keeping me for as long as his brother was kept and he said he stayed with that old man for 2 months.
My thoughts were cut off when he came to me with breakfast.
He fed me just as usual. I was quiet and avoided looking at him.