We just move going to the canteen
"Can I ask something?" I asked.
"Yes." Hadwan spoke casually.
"Atif is still alive?" I asked doubtfully, is this really the question I want.
"You really didn't see what happened?" He asked and I just answer I don't know.
"Atif is not dead, he does not exist." His answer was simple and I was really surprised.
I still don't believe it.
"You want to say I'm crazy?" I asked again.
"Let's go for a walk, we know this school first before you can answer your questions." Hadwan spoke while holding out his hand to me again. And I again agree with Hadwan.
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We went to the canteen and bought food. Actually, it's more accurate that I'm the only one who buys food. I felt discomfort inside me because someone was watching me while I was eating.
"Aren't you hungry?" My question broke the awkward feeling.
"I'm not hungry." He replied.
"Do you have a family?" He asked.
"Yes my brother. And you?''
"I do not have."
I was just silent in sympathy while listening to what he wanted to say.
"No , I have a friends, but I'm not sure if I'm the one who threw friends away or I'm the one who was thrown away.''
I who heard his expression sympathized even though it was a bit complicated but I started to feel sorry for him.
"Now are you still in contact with your friend?" My question showed that I started to be interested in helping him.
"None. I can't find a way to be friends with him again.''
"Later I will help you to find your friend ." I said with a friendly smile.
"He's dead."
Once again I sympathize.
He smiled in his face that was about to cry. I just wanted to say something
However
Something crossed my mind. I'm not sure what it is. It happened suddenly.
"What do you know?" The voice of someone who is not clear who it is haunts my mind. My head got heavier when it appeared.
What something?
I closed my eyes trying to remember something. I firmly hold the table as my body becomes weaker and weaker to accommodate these thoughts.
"Anas are you okay?" Hadwan's voice started calling me, I tried to slowly open my eyelids and
"AAAAAAAAAAAA" I screamed out loud as I got up from my seat and moved away from it because what I saw now was a corpse
Thaqif's body is covered in blood.
I covered my mouth because I couldn't believe what I was seeing now.
"Anas." Once my name was called and I seemed to realize something.
The Thaqif that I just saw a moment ago is gone because what I see now is
It was Hadwan who had been calling me since earlier.
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