章節 45: Chapter 45

#Chapter 45

I walk out of the school doors, tears still in my eyes.

I silently make my way through the drunk teenagers as I begin my journey down the sidewalk.

I think that I am horrible at reading people.

I read Alexis's personality wrong.

I misread Ruby's motives.

I read Farrah's intentions wrong.

I sigh and wrap my arm around my body as best as I can.

I think that I am destructive.

I know that I should not self diagnose myself, but it is pretty obvious.

I ruined Alexis's modeling career because I thought I was doing a good thing by helping her but it ended up backfiring.

I hurt Erin and Alisha because I believed a manipulative liar instead of going directly to them and talking to them about it.

I am killing my own mom because of my own selfish wants.

I am no better than Alexis, Ruby, Farrah, all of them.

/"I need to make things right/" I say to myself