章節 87: CHAPTER 87

　　I pause, staring at his tall, muscular form, watching him tense up, and listen intently to the hoarseness developing in his words with every sentence. Killing me with his presence and the topic of this conversation as though we’re merely chatting about the weather. And not our hearts.

　　“But she made you stay….” thus further ruining his life. Making him push harder and colder so I would stop bothering him. Progressively getting wilder and dating more girls as he went. I wonder if that’s why he would date and dump so fast. If he said he had feelings for me and maybe always did, then that’s why none lasted. He hoped one of them would erase me.

　　It's surreal to know those girls might have been because of me, yet hurt me too. It’s so messed up.

　　“No, she didn’t. I stayed because I couldn’t leave you. And the thought of going and never seeing you, I couldn’t handle it.”