章節 29: Letter to mom

I opened my eyes as I found myself tied too a chair and in a dark room

where am I ? am I Dead?

those questions poked up in my head where was Davis and Sonia

did Sonia betrayed us did she planned this? am I okay? was I raped ?

i literally wanted to cry when I heard someone walked in his foot step became more closer too me as I kept quiet he bent besides me as he took hold of my face " let me go " I cired

" hmmm what a brave little cat" he said while squeezing my face I suddenly sap on his face with disgust " you fool how could you lock a lady here what have I done too you " I yelled at him " you have the audacity....." he said and let out a wild laugh before I could process what up, he suddenly slap me and punch my face " am gonna fuck you hard while beating you hope you learned your lesson," he said as he lossing his belt and start hitting me with the belt he hit my stomach repeatedly as I suddenly cough out some small blood " now honey am gonna fuck you till you loose conciousness" he said as he unzip his pants

I thought it was over not until I heard someone barged in and lunch a punch on him " damm who the hell are you?" he ask as he stick his tongue above his lips to clean the blood on his nose the other person didn't give him a chance too recover from the attack as he continues punching him when I heard someone voice " it enough Hanzo you will kill him and Kelly has lost conciousness I don't know if she still alive" he said, his voice seem familiar I wanted to get up but I was too sore from the beating I couldn't feel my body, as my eyelids became heavier and I eventually lost conciousness.

Hanzon pov*

I slowly took a deep breath as I walk around the school garden. even though i felt terrible and probably won't recover from my childhood trauma I still realized something special that was loneliness you see people make it seem like it not okay but trust me when I say loneliness is better than having thousands of friends and still feel lonely. I wasn't a waste after all that cheap slot did to us, ruin my life and of course my sister life my dad that bastard didn't care and as of my biological mother I swear I harte too see that woman she never cared I knew according too my grandma my dad always hit her but she didn't leave him the mother fucker didn't leave that bastard and one day she caught my dad cheating I guess that was the last straw she had she fought with my dad and of course both his stupid mistress hit my mom, she pass out and then she lost the baby she she didn't even know that she was pregnant at that time she had me and my little sister already she left my dad house the next day while we were both at sleep I didn't blame her because I and my sister always wanted my mom to end things with my dad because he abused the hell out of her my grandma of course help my mom with her recovery and she was shocked my mom never told her about it but she help my mom regardless few months after my mom had moved out and had a divorce my dad brought his mistress Nancy she destroyed my life damm that old witch .

i was 7 and my sister was 4year old she was my best friend my dad never remember or even celebrate our birthdays alot of my friends had a party with their parents but I and my sister didn't the only people who celebrated our birthdays was Mrs Johnson our nanny she was kind and loving I remember on my 10th birthday I thought of writing a letter too my mom so I took a pen and then started writing

letter to mom

hey mom my 10th birthday party is coming up

and this year I think am getting an ice cream cake

do you like ice cream cake ? well I know you love ice cream cake well I will save some slice for you.

love you Hanzon.

but she never replied too my letter or even cared to give us a call I decided to write her another letter since my 12 birthday was up coming so I wrote her another letter.

hey mom

it me Hanzon

I'm turning 12 years old next week

you know I woke up this morning and the Frist thing Mrs Johnson said too me was : Dang you look alot like your mommy.

maybe that why my reflection is so unfamiliar sometimes anyways I really hope you can make it to the party this year

I miss you alot

alright I see you at the party hopefully

sincerely Hanzon. I wrote all this letters

but nothing not even a single reply from her at a certain point I felt my mom wasn't receiving my letter but too my surprised she always does and waited for my letter.

So my sixteen birthday came around but before then Kate my sister started feeling weak and would throw off her food she was slowing growing slim and thin she sometimes vomit blood I told my dad and of course his mistress but they didn't pay attention they thought I and my sister was doing that so we skipped school I beg them countless times I promise to be a good boy if they took Kate too the hospital I promise to work hard and pay for her medical treatment but no I ended up having detention for a week Kate condition grew worst but she struggles too go too school and one time she was at the rest room again after vomiting and then she pass out we called the ambulance and then she was took too the hospital the doctor discovered that she had Cancer on her left kindey at that time I didn't know how seriously ill she was what I didn't know was she had only three days to send with me.

I decided to write my mom again for ages she had left us she didn't even care about her kids.

letter to mom

hi .Mrs Linda ( his mom ) I just turned 16 today and about a week ago I taught I should tell you since you probably don't know that your daughter his fighting cancer am tired of coming with excuses for your absences

I am tired of reforming myself into something that you would consider beautiful.

am tired of earnings the title of been called your son.

as if it wasn't my birthright.

do you know what ? mom or Linda

whosever the hell you are I am done writing letters too you

cause all I ever wanted is for you too love us and acknowledge our existence but despite our persistent

I haven't even met resistance but just your absences

and I harte the fact that I still want you here with me and my sister but guess what ? am done been part of this delusion.

I don't need you

and we never did

this my last letter to you Linda .

even though I wrote some mean words but I never regretted it am done I don't need a mother am gonna be a man and protect my sister but who knew life was cruel the next day my sister died on her sick bed after her surgery.

but it was too late I lost her and from that moment I became broken my dad neglected us my mom too they both aren't responsible parents I cired bitterly on my sister grave while the rain pour heavily not even my dad came closed too me cause he knew I was hurt and he might die if he come closed .

I moved out of my dad house because I can't stand the both of them and went too my grandma and I grew up with her by my side

I let out a heavily breath cursing myself for my sister death it was my fault I saw my sister suffer but I couldn't help her I was still deep in my though when I heard someone voice " I Know Kelly and Davis I would sell my friends for hundred thousand dollars trust me they are Virgins." some one from behind spoke

she suddenly disconnected the call and walk out and then I saw her face clearly she was Kelly friend Sonia.