章節 11: Sakura
[ Sakura Pov]
I do not know why they are doing this. Before all of this happened, I had dreams .I was gonna go to the academy , be a ninja ,make papa and mama proud . I would be an awesome konoichi and when it is all done I would settle down after serving my village. I was so happy to start the academy and my head was full of dreams but all was for naught.
The ANBU came at night, we were dragged out of our house, Tou-san and Kaa-san tried to ask why we were being treated like this but they did not answer and just punched Tou-san. Later we would find out that we were all branded traitors to Konoha. We were later taken to our prison and it was after this that I met my future tormentor. At first ,he seemed like a prince out of the fairy tails . He was oh so handsome, little did I know at the time that he was a demon wearing the skin of a boy .He was polite at first and he had this gentle smile that would have fooled anyone . I should have seen it in his eyes, that cold ruthless amusement and that mad desire to make the world burn all the while he laughs . It had been months at that time during which he was the only person I could talk to and before I knew it I fell for him, little did I know that any feeling of love I had for him would burn in hell. He was a gentle man but that was nothing more then a mask for disgusting ,rotten and vile man he is .
He asked me one day" Sakura do you want to get out of here ?"
I was naive at that time, oh so helplessly naive , I agreed . Little did I know that I would see the true horrors of this worlds, horrors that I wish I could forget. Some of these days I wish that the illusion of him being my Prince Charming would continue.
He asked me permission to put a seal on me so that he can take me out of prison, I of course as a naive fool agreed. During those days, I truly believed that Kiba could do no wrong , little did I know oh how wrong I was for it was at that day I became a prisoner in my own body . My flesh became a prison, my soul became poison all the while my mind was filled with hate as time would go on.
He never did even scratch me at all, he is always nice with me and whenever he looks at me his eyes would soften and sometimes I fool myself into thinking that he truly cares for me but a monster like him can never care.
He would show me all the evils he would commit. Old and young, men and women , humans and monsters, no one was ever spared from his cruelty. Every day as he would show me more and more of his cruelty and everyday would I feel sick of it.
So many died, so many facing a fate worse then death, so many women used and forgotten, so many men turned into puppets and so many children tortured all for his sick amusement. Not even his own children were spared from his cruelty.He says he does it all for science but I know better then anyone how much of a lie that is for you see in these past six years , I have been with him every single moment even when he slept.
The one thing , I can be grateful for is that he never did what he did to most other women and that I am still a virgin. He never touched me but I was always forced to watch as he would do all those vile things to other women .
I always did want to ask why he is showing me all of this , why he is doing this but it is not like I ever could for I can not move a single muscle unless he desires me to.
Sometime when we are all alone, he would laugh a laugh filled with sorrow while he cries and he would say to me"One day , you are going to break the seal and in that day , I wonder would you still be with me, I hope you do because only you understand how it feels to be a prisoner in your own skin for you are a prisoner of your own body while I am a prisoner of my impulse".
Most nights he would hug me and I would feel him cry and sob a heart wrenching wail, it is only during those times I see a part of him I truly pity. It is only during those times I see the true him, not a Prince Charming, not a demon but a man that is a slave to his own power . A man that is twisted beyond all comprehension by his sin. A man that regrets all he does but can not stop for his very nature will not allow him . It is during those times , I see a man that is forced to be the monster for he can be nothing else. It is during those times that I see the true Kiba Inuzuka
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