章節 56: Darkest Thoughts 2
One of the things that scare Sain is when he makes the mistake of making Neil forget himself again.
Sain really couldn't, since Neil had forgotten about it at that time. Sain seemed to feel the pain so deep when they finally had to be separated for three years, even though Sain couldn't even see him for a minute. For three years, Sain never saw Neil at all, he seemed lost in the earth even though Sain knew he was in there. alone.
Sain sometimes stands in his house in front of the window leading to Neil's house. He waited the whole time in case Neil came out of there. In fact, no. Neil stays inside his house.
Sain knew Neil was alone remembering about himself there. How many times has Sain tried to barge in straight to Neil and hug him tightly and tell him that he is not alone anymore? However, Sain could not. If he did Neil would go far from him and Sain might never see him again.
Neil is like a breath to Sain, he becomes breathless all the time without seeing Neil even just his shadow. He had to at least see Neil once to stay afloat, to be sane.
When right on the first day Sain entered high school when he was standing on the terrace of the house. Like the daily activities of looking at the house, for the first time, Sain almost lost his breath, not because of the previous reason, but because the feeling of pleasure that welled up was too strong.
He decided to change schools.
...
Sain blinked when suddenly he felt Neil's hand lifted to wipe Sain's wet cheek, Neil suddenly pulled him into his warm embrace. How can Sain refuse all of this?
Neil's palm rubbed Sain's back, soothing. Sain tightened their hug, he wanted to cry and shout out loud how lucky he was when he was with Neil.
"As long as you're happy," Neil said in between caresses.
Sain prays that Neil never changes and stays like this.
****
Neil never believed when he was confronted by the figure of Skylar in this dimension standing in his room. Skylar seemed aware of Neil's presence and immediately straightened his body from his lowered position to observe the open book on Neil's study table.
Neil opened his voice between their silence. "Skylar, what's wrong? Looking for something?"
Skylar furrowed his brows looking at Neil with astonishment etched on his very obvious face. Without further ado, Skylar then replied, "I want to take the book you borrowed last week."
Neil rubbed the back of his neck, not knowing Neil was here doing anything. Like now, Neil hesitantly said, "What book?"
Skylar chuckles piling his weight on one leg. "Mathematics."
Skylar thought for a moment remembering where he had put the book before. However, Neil did not find the memory fragment that led to the book. With a slight smile tucked into his face, Neil said shyly. "I forgot where I put it."
Skylar snorted and moved to reach for the book that had just been lying on the table and immediately waved the book in front of Neil's blinking confused face. Then Neil spoke in a sarcastic tone "Of course what comes out of your mouth is always the truth. A very clear book here, you say you forgot where to put it? What's with your brain?"
Neil gaped at Skylar's sudden words like this and piercing every sentence, Neil slowly raised his voice. "That's my book, Skylar."
Skylar looked at Neil with thick disapproval. He quickly darted in front of Neil and thrust the book right in Neil's face and said "It's mine, you can't read?"
Skylar took Neil's hand away to take a closer look at the book Skylar was holding and how surprised Neil was when he found out that the name in the book belonged to Skylar. Neil had looked at the book for quite a long period.
Neil's handwriting is the same as Skylar's. Neil just never thought this could happen to him and this Skylar. Skylar opened his mouth and said, "This is yours? I never knew your writing was exactly like mine."
Skylar stuffed his hands into his pockets and began to say in an authoritarian tone. "You're blind and don't know anything. So better shut up and mind your own business."
"I'm just saying I didn't know we wrote the same thing."
Neil restrained himself from saying something rude in front of Skylar that Neil knew would only hurt himself. "I lent you a book so it's a waste if you don't even use it."
Neil squinted and immediately shook his head in denial, "I read it, but I didn't know it was your book."
"Shut up, don't act like you don't know anything." Neil noticed how Skylar was standing slightly tilted back he straightened with his eyes staring behind Neil's back.
***
Sain opened the unlocked door and entered close to Neil behind him, Neil turned his head when he realized Sain's presence only when he was about to move his hand to hug Neil, Sain just realized there was another figure in Neil's room. It made a lot of questions play in Sain's head. Why is he in Neil's room?
Sain's mouth lifted. "Skylars?"
"Sain," Skylar replied with a glare that wouldn't work on Sain. Skylar in this world really will not affect Neil and he never cares and interferes in other people's business. It made Sain a little calm. Unlike Neil's real twin, he always interferes in Sain's affairs and he is very sure that Skylar already knows his secret.
Skylar then left with a notebook in his hand after rolling his eyes at Sain. He flinched when it was Neil who suddenly pushed him away. "Stay away, Riksa!"
Sain smiled faintly and hugged Neil's waist tightly loving how Neil always tried to stay away from Sain when in his heart he wanted it.
"What about Skylar?" Sain whispered in Neil's ear who immediately shuddered in amusement, Sain swiftly supported Neil's writhing weight in his kisses here and there.
"I forgot to return the book that Neil in this dimension borrowed before me," he said this time looking resigned under Sain.
Sain used his feet to close the door behind them and dragged Neil who was smaller than himself into his arms again. "Why Riksa?"
"Wait a minute, I need to restore my strength, I'm very tired," said Sain. When did Sain ever get tired of Neil? Impossible.
Neil's brows knit together as the smile bloomed on his cheeks. Seemed very happy to see Neil's condition, because usually, Neillah would say so. Neil raised his eyebrows. "What are you doing?"
"Expelled Michelia," said Sain.
Neil snorted, this is what Sain doesn't like about Neil he always defends Michelia because they are friends. Neil even made Sain very angry at that time when Neil went to meet the girl in the pouring rain at night and had a very long chat at Michelia's house. Neil did only think of him as a friend, but not with Michelia. Sain knows about it.
"He's my best friend." Again Neil defended him.
Sain rolled his eyes, because of their carelessness this time Michelia almost found out about him. Neil is trying to get away from Sain and is writhing about Sain's now, it seems Neil is indeed teasing him.
"Right, there's something wrong with me," Sain raised his eyebrows putting on the innocent look he sometimes wore to fool Neil His big hands grabbed Neil's wrists and brought him to his shirt.
"Your heart is fast, Riksa," said Neil as soon as he felt a rapid pulse on Sain's chest.
Sain's hand moved to cover Neil's fingers on his chest and squeezed gently. "Right, I'm getting limp now."
Neil looks worried painted on his face, he immediately grabbed Sain's arm looking as if Sain could fall at any moment. "Why don't you stay first?"
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