Nihilosophy

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Despite how far Michael had been converted, he didn't actually agree with the Dead God's vision... It'd been shown in his original universe, once reality had ended, he would be left alone to exist. Like some twisted reverse Nihilism.

The Dead God had ended all of existence seeking the end, only to be the only one left existing. And this was the fate that awaited Michael should he do as the Dead God wished.

Michael communicated this, but the Dead God didn't stir at all. As if uncaring that its goal would ultimately be pointless. It may free every other being from 'existence' but that fate was denied to itself.

His argument doesn't sway the being, it'd lived too long knowing this to care anymore. Indeed, Michael felt that it was using itself like a sacrificial lamb at this point... It was a terrible existence, and the chance of that becoming his own fate made something rise from within Michael...

'Unable, Longing, Peace, Impossible.' he thrusts such notions towards the Dead God. He couldn't 'want' to feel emotion again, but if that was the path away from the Dead God's fate then he'd try for it...

'Longing, Destructive. Peace, Unnatural. Existence, Pain.' the being dully returns, each concept causing the abyss around them to fluctuate with meaning.

'Emotion, Purpose. Death, Impossible. Life, Inevitable. Life, Existence, Purpose, Longing.'

'Life, Pain.'

'Life, Longing. Pleasure, Purpose, Emotion, Fundamental.'

'Fate, Determined. Purpose, Futile.'

'Death, Impossible, Fate, Changed.'

'Fate, Eternity.'

'Fate, Life.'

'Life, Pain. Existence, Pain. Existence, Pain.'

'Existence, Pain. Numb, Emotion, Ambition, Pleasure.'

'Existence, PAIN.'

'Existence, Pleasure.'

'Pleasure, Temporary.'

'Life, Temporary, Death, Impossible. Temporary, Permanence, Pleasure, Attained.'

'Loss, Pain.'

'Gain, Pleasure.'

'Infinity, Loss.'

'Infinity, Gain. Experience, Purpose, Life, Pleasure.'

...

'Inevitable.'

'Inevitable, Indifferent?'

'Apathetic, Inevitable.'

'Apathetic, Rescind.'

'Apathetic, Inevitable.'

'Inevitable, Fate, Rescind.'

...

'Acquiescence.'

With that, Michael feels an influx of power wash over him, his 'Victory' in the conceptual argument with the Dead God pushing the being into action.

Bubbling up from his core was... Emotions. The first being a rictus of pain from the memories of his uncountable deaths at Clavicus Vile's hand that made his mind go blank as he struggled to stop himself from begging the Dead God to return his gift.

After that ordeal was over, next was guilt. Guilt towards the apathetic thoughts he'd been considering during his stay in the Spire, particularly the thought of rectifying the 'mistake' of his sister's survival.

Then, his guilt at not freeing Charlotte yet despite that being the main reason for his Martling in the first place.

After that is the emotions coming through the many links Clavicus Vile had previously forged among his worshippers. While none were on the level of 'cultists' due to Michael killing most of them, there were hundreds of thousands of reluctant worshippers, mostly in Elsweyr due to his control over their reproductive systems.

He could see them even now... Hopeful mothers praying, not to Clavicus Vile, but to him for the safe birth of their children... He granted it, for now. His acknowledgement alone being enough to begin the process.

After all the negative emotions are dealt with, he's struck by Love, Lust, Happiness, and Contentment towards his friends and family at their efforts to bring him back around... He knew if he found Tiffania in a similar state he'd be devastated... Probably going in a rampage to destroy whoever had inflicted it upon her.

He smiles lightly to himself, luxuriating in the stew of emotion that was washing over him. He couldn't ever imagine returning to such a lifeless, apathetic state. It'd be like dying but only in spirit.

Michael looks towards the Dead God, he felt only one emotion towards the being. Not hate, not disgust, not even dislike...

'Pity.' he communicates to the being, 'Emotion, Pleasure, Purpose.'

'Inevitable.' it replies, sending Michael's mind out of the book and leaving him floating in the Void of Oblivion.

He checks his status, despite his mental exhaustion, to see just what changes had occurred, besides to obvious return of most of his emotions... At least, from what he could tell.

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Name : Michael Tahlin

Title : Mikhail Tahlin Vile, Daedric Lord of Promises

Rank : God

Concepts : [Deals], [Pacts], [Power], [Bargains], [Moon], [Khajiit], [Gratification], [Death]

Stats :

Strength : 1000

Agility : 1000

Intelligence : 1000 > 800

Bloodline : God : Subspecies, [Daedra] - [Draconic]

Familiar : Darth, Soul Devourer

Abilities :

[Dead God] (10000) : Allows user to Respawn when killed, suppresses emotions based on the number of deaths, makes dead things more receptive to user. Grants more powers and abilities the more deaths the user experiences.

[Lich Lord] : User is able to summon his Spirits for however long he wishes. If user's summons are killed they will be unsummonable for a duration depending on how badly they were vanquished.

[Divine Soul] : Soul is massively enhanced, making it incredibly resistant against attacks of all kinds. This includes any change too, making it difficult for a being possessing a Divine soul to alter itself.

[Apathy of All] (Rank 1) > (Rank 0.2) : Significantly dulls user's emotions.

[Nihilism] (Rank 0.009) > (Rank 0.001) : Nihilosophy.

[Conceptual Might] : User can manipulate concepts that he has affinities with, abilities coming from this will depend on user's aptitude, experience, and determination.

[Gift-Blood of Auroth] : The Life-Blood of Auroth the Winter Wyvern inhabits the user granting them the abilities she possessed. Massively increased Ice Affinity, increased Strength and Durability, improved Eye-sight, Ice Breath Attack, and the Will of Auroth.

[Omniversal Language Comprehension] : User can speak, read, and write any language they come across without issue. This does not affect mastery of [Divine Words].

[Divine Words] (Rank 1) : User can speak the language of the universe, allowing them to alter reality with every word. Different universes may have differing languages.

[Grandmaster Mana Manipulation] : Allows user more control over his magic, spells, and some abilities. Mana efficiency and control of power is increased.

[Dead One] : Pain, be it physical, mental, or even conceptual will not affect user if they do not wish it.

[Expert basic Swordsmanship(Two handed swords/One handed swords)] : Determines how skilful the user is when handling swords.

Expert basic Dagger techniques(Single edge, curved, straight, double edge.)] : Determines how skilful the user is when handling daggers.

[Apathy of Life] : Death and violence empower the user while in the vicinity of it. User will never be affected by the act of death or violence itself.

Divine Runes :

[Gandalfr] : Enables user to utilise any weapon at two ranks above their current proficiency while granting them the knowledge necessary to use them. While wielding a weapon, temporarily gain +100% in all stats. > Gives User complete mastery with any weapon regardless of origin or familiarity.

[Vanntalfdir] : Enables user to walk on liquids as if they were solid surfaces, can be activated at will but continuously drains mana to function. > User can walk upon any liquid without negative effects regardless of what it might be.

[Wynningbaldr] : Allows user to detect break-points and use mana to exploit them. > User can now detect lines of death within beings and objects, should any line be cut the thing struck will instantly break apart and die.

Affinities :

[Conceptual Death Affinity], [Supreme Water Affinity], [Supreme Fire Affinity], [Supreme Space Affinity], [Supreme Darkness Affinity], [Supreme Ice Affinity],

Spirits :

Commoner Tier :

Shadow Shaman : Lvl MAX

Slark : Lvl MAX

Riki : Lvl MAX

Hero Tier :

Anti-Mage : Lvl MAX

Lina : Lvl MAX

Winter Wyvern : Lvl MAX

Legend Tier :

Rubick : Lvl MAX

Silencer : Lvl MAX

Kunkka : Lvl MAX

Demigod Tier :

Shadow Fiend : Lvl MAX

Spectre : Lvl MAX

Free slot

God Tier :

Free slot

Magic :

Tamrielic

School of Aghanim

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He breathes a sigh of relief at the limiting of [Apathy of All] and [Nihilism]... He didn't know why they remained, but he could guess that his conversation with the Dead God had 'enlightened' him to the inevitability of his fate.

Yes... He knew that one day he would end up like the Dead God. Whether it be in ten thousand years, a million years, or if he was lucky, at the end of all universes, all of existence.

A depressing thought that he pushed down with thoughts of his friends and family... Speaking of which, with a thought he grasps Charlotte's soul from within himself, bringing it to the surface and severing the deal that gave him ownership of it, allowing it to return to its rightful owner.

Charlotte was now free, but there were still some things he should probably deal with before returning. Specifically, the Free Slots he now had access to, he needed to pick one Demigod tier Hero, and two God-Tier Heroes.

He wanted to get it over with now before the Aedra and Daedra started hounding him. He might've become a god, but that didn't mean other gods couldn't challenge him. Clavicus Vile himself wasn't all that strong compared to Sheogorath or Mehrunes Dagon... So it was best to be prepared.

First, he chooses Medusa had his Demigod Spirit. The other potential option was Abbadon, but he felt that a permanent magical shield was better than the ability to temporarily turn all damage taken into healing.

Then, he looked at the list of God-Tier heroes he had access to.

God Tier :

Arc Warden

Bane

Doom

Earth Spirit

Earth Shaker

Elder Titan

Ember Spirit

Leshrac

Mars

Morphling

Outworld Destroyer

Phoenix

Razor

Storm Spirit

Void Spirit

Weaver

Zeus

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