It is possible to just stop thinking. I'm dancing my heart out with a handsome guy who also happens to love me. I close my eyes and let my body move. The people, the noise and conversation is not getting to me. I had a few drinks but it had nothing to do with the fact that I was relaxing. Maybe it is the prospect of starting fresh or it is the company. I wasn't complaining but I do miss my friends. Why can't we throw parties like this back home. That thought almost gave me a lurch. I was recalling the kingdom or republic what ever that is being called as my home.