War against Delvean Empire is continuing for years no one know when will this be done together we everyone here traveling near at the Delvean tricking the enemies with an enormous lost to our side it been weeks since we started these plans and Emperor Armaros striking the enemies first with the aid of Prince Dyren Skyetiello together with my father King Cadma, also I Cathrinia Knigean will accompany the Acun Empire to glorious victory our fellow warriors are not tired of following the Emperor we will accompany him to the end and something's wrong or it was a mistake to let me come here at his side I can't hold my feelings any longer but he is my best friend husband.
I and Empress Amaris known each other since 805 E.E after the first Eclorth Invasion for these century I meet him and my entire body & soul accept him even I still don't know his name before we trained, study, and learn together secretly until we were found out by the Knigean Elders they will surprise when they meet Empress Amaris and I immediately step to the front and declare him as my Best Friend, after that day we meet each other a lot and years passed I always told him how I feel with Emperor Armaros he listen and advice me to confess to him but its hard to do it, yet he was happy for me even I been telling him how I love Emperor Armaros while he have romantic feelings for him too he isolated it for me If I can just turn back time I will stop my self falling for Emperor Armaros.
When Emperor Armaros & Empress Amaris was crowned before as the Crowned Prince & Princess I see he was smiling together with him both of them are holding their hands taking care of each other and a perfect couple to all I can't cry or feel angry with Amaris he came to me after the news about them and I thought I was going to be angry, but he kneel to me and cry on my lap asking for forgiveness of not telling her first he said I don't want to steal him from me but for a certain we can't stop it that is was he said I comfort him and we spent the day talking to each other.
I believe those certain things are their feelings both of them are loving each other more than what we ever imagine so I hold myself and enjoy with my best friend until the war against Delvean Empire my father brought me along to the battlefield I agree even I know Emperor Armaros is there cause I thought I already forgotten my feelings but for years of war why does my heart feels so close with him and I can't control myself any longer I need to end this war or transfer to the east I don't want to betray Empress Amaris he is much worth than my feelings for Emperor Armaros, but my bond with Emperor Armaros is getting closer and closer he was also very fond of me I don't know maybe because he is my father disciple and we trained together since childhood I know he love my best friend but why I feel something wrong about his previous actions with me or it's just my own imagination seeking for his heart.
" Lady Cathrinia can I have a conversation with you?" Someone asked me while I'm training myself when I turned my back to see who it is.
" Prince Dyren Skyetiello what kind of conversation would you want?" I asked him back please my sword to its sheath he passed a bottle of me I drank on its I was kind of not use to its gourd-shape.
" A conversation about your childhood with Empress Amaris Herean." I believe his interested.
" We meet each other after the first Eclorth Invasion that we experienced he was inside of library reading hundreds of books about Eclorth & Eclorld History, I was observing him above a commoner inside of Nobacun an academy for nobles only I was amazed how he can read books with different languages."
" Did Empress Amaris always go inside the academies?"
" Yes he was a disciple of both Headmasters to Nobacun and Commacun Academy and the time he notice me he smiled and I approach him he show me 4 Nova Orbs that always been with him now, he enjoyed those days for years and I invited him to my house to read books also I ask him how his father train himself I can't believe he remember how his father swing a sword even the stances and footwork we rember but he can't demonstrate it properly so he guide me."
" The two of you are close enough to go at each other house and ask secrets about certain person."
" Of course we're close I'm kind of guilty now if Sir. Lucian is in my front talking to me I was shameless before to ask his son about his tranining."
" Did Empress Amaris Herean ask something to you?"
" I believed he doesn't ask for anything but I offer every kind of knowledge to him and he accept it he also teach me about magic and basic swordsmanship of Hereans, so when the time he became the Empress I was happy for her and don't get me wrong but I'm kind hurt inside yet I chose my best friend."
" Then what about now? You and Emperor Armaros are kind of suspicious did you know that."
So even Prince Dyren Skyetiello notice not just my father I don't know either if what they saw is true or false.
" He is my childhood friend only and no more Prince Dyren Skyetiello." I stated but he just sigh at me.
" I'm spoiled with the unity I experienced here and there so I warn you don't destroy it for the sake of those hard works Lady Cathrinia Knigean." What the hell is he talking about destroying the unity? Amaris & Armaros are a perfect couple and love each other there's no political on them.
" I'm not destroying anything and I know my actions but something's wrong with him." I know the emperor is acting different.
" He fall for you is that not visible or you're just being seduce." That grin on his face are you mocking me.
" You have your limits, I have my limits we should end this conversation now." I said and took my sword smack the gourd-bottle to his chest.
" I will not betray my best friend so watch your tongue Phoenix Prince of Sky." I added and he replied to me.
" But can you control yourself or can he control himself?" He pointed outside I can see Emperor Armaros talking to soldiers.
I left him and I can feel someone is following me I continue to walk farther and farther then someone tap my shoulder.
" Cathrinia are you going somewhere?" Emperor Armaros asked so he was the one following me.
" I'm not going somewhere Emperor Armaros and do you have something to tell me?" He smiled and he pull something on his pocket and place on my hair.
" These Pin suit you a Queen of Winter Lady Cathrinia." No why would you call me a Queen?! I pushed him and he was surprise.
" Please Armaros stop these weird things what if someone see us and a rumors about your love affair come this can destroy..." He hold my hands and kissed them looking up to my eyes how can a boy younger than me can do this.
" Let them be a rumor is a rumor and I'm just adoring my friend and no more you know how I & Amaris do these always."
" But I'm not Amaris so please stop I need to go." I left him and he didn't follow me I'm glad he didn't.
Please God of New stopped my heart to fall for him my best friend is much greater than my romantic feelings for him so please don't make me betray the boy I chose as my most valuable friend.