章節 3: Beat

I texted Jayden to meet me at my private residence during lunch so I'm here waiting for him.

In Golden Oak, students who belong to the Top 5 richest and smartest in the school have a private residence. It was like a place in school where you can rest and study.

As I waited for Jayden, my heart was pounding fast and I don't even know why. This was the first time I felt like this.

'Come on Margaret, this is not the first time you'll break up with a guy.' I thought to myself.

I heaved a sigh and walked back and forth when the door swung open. It was Jayden. My heart was beating like a drum when he walked inside and sat on the couch.

"So what do you need me for?" He asked while yawning.

"Jayden it's been a week so I'm breaking up with you." I said with my head up high.

He was frowning when I looked at him. And his aura suddenly changed. From the childish and cute face, his aura became dark. I felt a sudden chill run into my spine. He walked towards me and grabbed my hand, throwing me on the bed and pinned me down.

"What did you say? We're over? Do you think you can just bug me for a week then leave? No! That's not how I play." He was almost yelling. It was the first time I saw him like that.

I felt his knee between my thighs, he was holding my arms on top of my head. I can't move. He moved his face closer and started to kiss me. It's not a passionate kiss. It's hard, forceful and aggressive. I froze. Then he frowned and stopped.

"Is this your first kiss?" He asked.

I felt a tear dropped from my eyes. I was scared. I thought I'm going to be raped. To my surprise, he stood up and stared at me.

"If that's your first kiss, then you're still a virgin?" I sat up on the bed and started sobbing.

"So what if I'm a virgin? That's the reason I changed boyfriends every week so they won't be able to touch me." I sobbed.

It's true. I was never a slut or a whore. I dumped every guy I dated after a week so they wouldn't have a chance to take advantage of me.

"Stop crying. I won't rape you for god's sake, if that's what you think! But you're not going to break up with me. I won't allow that." He said annoyed.

"Why? You can get a real girlfriend on campus. You don't need to stay with me." I protested.

From his face, he can easily get a girl and I heard he's popular with the girls in the bronze class. He was starting to get popular in the platinum class as well because he was always seen there.

"Because I'm going to take all your first time. Your body is mine, I won't let any other man touch you." He said in a firm voice.

I was still crying but I was shocked by what he said. When I looked at him, he was back to the childish Jayden. But his eyes are still dark. I know he was mad but I need to end this now.

"No! I won't let you! I told you it's just for a week!" I insisted.

"Do you really think you can easily get away from me? Fine! You want to break up? Go ahead find another guy, I already have another girl in mind anyway." He turned his back on me and started to walk out.

I suddenly panicked when I heard him say that there is another girl. Will he have another girl after getting my first kiss?

Without me noticing, I already grabbed his shirt.

"What?" He asked, frowning.

"I -, I won't let you have another girlfriend!" I shouted while my head bowed down. I can't look directly into his eyes. I couldn't even explain why I suddenly changed my mind.

"You're selfish. You want to break up so you can get another guy, but you won't allow me to have another girl?" He said, smirking.

I raised my head and looked into his eyes. "No! I won't. I won't break up with you so don't find another girl." I was still sobbing.

He was also directly looking into my eyes then smirked again. He raised his hand, I thought he'd remove my hand from his shirt, but he held my chin and bent down, levelling his face into mine.

"You know you're a naughty girl. Playing with those boys every week. Are you sure you want to stay with me?" He asked.

I stared into his eyes and didn't answer for a while. I don't know but I was drawn to him. Thinking that he'll be with another girl, it makes me anxious.

"Yes, I'm sure." I replied.

"From now on, you will obey me not the other way around. I already let you for a week but not anymore. I don't like girls who's controlling and demanding." My heart was beating like a drum when he said that.

"And I'm serious, I will take all of your first. You're mine from now on. If you try to control me, I will punish you. If I see you with another guy other than your friends, prepare for the consequences. I won't force you to have sex with me. I don't do that but I will make you beg for it. Do you understand?"

I don't really know if I understood all of it but I just nodded.

"Now close your eyes and relax." I closed my eyes when he said that. His voice was not controlling or demanding like mine but I voluntarily obeyed him when I heard his voice.

He then gently put his lips into mine. This time it was gentle and sweet. It's passionate. I felt tears flowing from my eyes. He suddenly pulled me into his arms.

"Why are you crying again? Sshh. Did I scare you?" He asked while caressing my back.

"Yes. I thought I saw a different person."

"I am different Peggy. You don't know what I really am. So maybe you can say, I'm your worst nightmare."