章節 11: Chapter 10

My whole body aches from the horrific night I had last night. I feel lifeless and repulsed in myself that I even did what I did. I could have fought back but at the same, it was like I didn't want him to stop.

That's what makes me so angry at myself that I am something that I can't describe. Not only that but I lost my virginity to someone that I vainly hope he falls for his fucking death. He doesn't care for anyone but himself.

Okay, Hayden, this won't happen again and I will put up a fight next time this happens.

Finally, I opened my eyes to see I was back in Everest room instead of that other room we were in last night. Once again he wasn't in the room.

The horrifying image of what happened came back in my memory and I couldn't hold back a dreadful sob. I wanted to go home and be with Papa and Hailey and even Dad. I couldn't do this anymore, and It hasn't been a week.