章節 39: Need help with that?

She murmured, 'Yes! Take me! Take me!' I was shocked.

How can this be?

Is Ellen really into me?

Is this the reason why she took care of me?

I guess I'm so deep in pain that I only realized just now that she really stayed because of me.

What woman would let a guy like me get this close to her?

She must feel something for me, right?

Argh! I held my head in confusion.

What am I gonna do?

Fortunately, Ellen got back to sleeping soundly and eased up her hold of my hand.

I slowly retracted it and I sighed in relief. I really don't want to keep adding my problems.

'Sarah! Is this really our end?', I asked inwardly.

It's too late now. I can't undo the things that I said to her.

But I'm not that miserable compared to the past, am I?

Is it because we already broke up many times?

Or is it because of the woman beside me?

I should not overthink. I have grown accustomed to disappointment and failures. I guess the two days of self suffering should be enough.