Jihai was behind the door, looking for a chance to see Chunlan. He had come multiple times, but had been rejected ruthlessly by Chunlan.
Does she blame me for the accident?
He bit his lips harshly, until he felt his blood trickle down his chin. It was his fault, for not protecting her.
His girlfriend was blind.
If it was up to him, he would take her place in a heartbeat, in a second.
Jihai, you are so useless.
All his efforts was still not enough.
His chest felt constricted and his head was racked with pain. He coughed twice, covering his mouth with a handkerchief. As he tried to put it back in his pocket, he spotted blood on it.
He still had not recovered, the doctors said so. But even though, the mere thought of seeing Chunlan in agony and confusion in the state she was in made it unbearable for him to sit still.