章節 17: Chapter 14 : The Little Sprout Of Awkward Emotions!
"What does little brother want to say to his sisters? It's about that good friend, isn't it?"
In a corner of the academic affairs office, two senior sisters hooked arms under their chests and stared at the white, clean and slender little boy in front of them. The handsome face made the two sharp and mean people feel at a loss for a moment, and the scene was very embarrassing. But when they think that the person in front of them must know Type, they looked at him suspiciously.
It's true that for all that has happened, it's estimated that the people on Type's side have long wanted to beat them to pieces.
"I want to ask the seniors to listen to me first," Tharn said sincerely his heart has long wanted to catch up with that awkward person. Although he didn't do much, he still wanted to help him. It's better than letting things go on like this.
"What is it?" The two sisters responded with a little provocation. But fortunately, they were ready to listen to him, which made him take a deep breath.
"I'm a gay." This made the two people's eyes widen in surprise. The next second, nodding to each other to make sure there is no mistake.
"Just... I can't see... Then how do you stay with that madman! He hates gays, doesn't he? Or he doesn't hate gay."
Tharn said calmly, shaking his head to deny. "No, I don't like all the things that my sister said about Type." At this time, the two students looked at each other, and now they began to realize that Tharn was saying a very important thing. Second understanding Tharn immediately went on to say "So you are gay and the gay hater Type are living in the same room."
"Oh! Lord! The sky is falling! Can you stand to stay with that brother?!" When she heard this, she clapped her hands on her chest in surprise and walked into him curiously. Seeing that they were interested in what she said, Tharn relaxed and smiled.
"At first, I almost wanted to get rid of him, but if I tried to understand him, I would know that Type is not bad. He is a very good man, although his prejudice is very serious, and sometimes he behaves badly. But if the sisters know him, they will think he is a very worthy person to make friends with. I'm not here to ask the Phi to see more of his sincerity. It's another thing..." Tharn's heart was tangled, so he paused for a moment.
"I like him!"
"Oh, it's like a bolt from the blue!!! What are you talking about, brother? You like that, that..."
Later, the student sister couldn't say it. She could only point her finger in the direction of Type disappearing hallway, and her eyes were dazzled by the shock. Because of the shock, they all looked at the Tharn who told them that he liked Type. And Tharn said the next second.
"Yes, I like him, and I'm willing to admit that I forced him."
"Ha!" Before lowering his head, Tharn nodded in acknowledgment.
"The reason why he hates gay so much is because of me. I know he doesn't like gay. He's not like us, but I was still pressing him step by step, because I can't control how I like him. Before, he was not so keen on gays, but for my reason, he made fun of you two senior sisters that day, my sister went to pull the Type, didn't she?" After hearing this question, the two sisters looked at each other and nodded their heads.
"Yes, yes. That day, you pulled him down, looked at him as Techno's friend, and thought of playing with him for a while."
They admit to pulling Type, which made Tharn smile.
"Yes, if the senior sister didn't pull him, just like I didn't bother him, he won't talk like that. So if the senior students want to find out who did the wrong thing, it should be my fault, not Type's fault."
"But you didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't you who mocked us both!" The two sisters argued.
Tharn immediately retorted: "If Type deliberately mocked the gay pervert, in fact, it's me who he was mocking, not both of you, that Type has done nothing wrong."
Gaga
This time, the two students were silent, they can only falter to say nothing. Tharn went on at once.
"Sister, he is afraid that he doesn't want get close to anything gay related. If you think about it, Type told me that you went to pull him that day to get his photos with him, which should touch be the bottom line. Moreover, you seniors didn't ask why he hated you so much, so you put his photos on the Internet page. We all have our own helpless reasons which we can't stand, try to think about it from the perspective of others..." Tharn listed all the reasons, so that the two sisters could understand. Because he knew how it will end in the end, perhaps the key point is the two sisters.
To make Type stop being ridiculed and insulted, and to make everyone look friendly towards him.
"For example, those who like to take pictures of passengers on the train, upload them to the web page and when they are be cussed by others. Do the photographers know why those people are leaning on the pole? They may have been working all day, or there may be no one in the whole carriage. Isn't the situation like Type and two senior sisters the same as that? If you are angry and you are angry, I understand. But if Type really wants to find trouble with you, he can complain to the police and ask you to compensate for his mental anguish. "
The two listening sisters clenched their lips and then asked.
"Are you saying it's our fault?"
"I didn't say who did it wrong. I just wanted to let the seniors know some of my opinions. I know that the seniors didn't think that things would happen to this extent. I want to say that what's really wrong now is those people who don't know anything but get to talk about things behind their backs. They make things worse... Let's end this. I will apologize instead of Type, because the reason why the students want to punish him, in the final analysis, is because of my fault, not his."
Tharn spoke sincerely. He didn't know whether he could change his seniors' sister's idea. This matter should not focus on distinguishing who is right and who is wrong. Because it seems to him that both sides were at fault. Type was too impatient, Tharn understood him, but the two seniors' sisters did it because they were angry. What's really wrong are those online trolls and tea spillers that come together to make the two sides argue.
Then, Tharn put his hands together.
"I apologize to you for him. I'll ask you both to stop. Now the school life of the two sisters is not so good." After that, Tharn turned and left.
Tharn didn't know if he had dealt with it, but he had done what he could. And he didn't mention anything about Type's past.
"What did you say to the two men?"
After returning to the dormitory, He didn't know whether it's because he ran to talk with the two sisters or because of something. Tharn felt that Type was angry with him. But Type looked at him with provocative eyes and eyes that wanted to rush up and grab his neck, so Tharn understood that Type was angry with himself, but a few moments later, Type went to his bedside and said heavily.
"What?" Tharn, confused, took off one of his headphones. Look up at the person standing at the head of your bed and holding the mobile screen in front of you.
"Why did they apologize to me?"
"What?" While laying there listening to the song, Tharn instantly sat up, took off his headphones and threw them aside. Took the phone and looked at the screen.
Because of what happened, he swore to heaven, the earth, and all over the world, asking them to apologize for him.
"Ai'No sent it to let me watch it. I can't believe what kind of ghost story it is. Before, I was insulted publicly and treated as a sinner. It didn't take long and now and now they have decided to apologize to me. They also called on everyone to be compassionate or something." Type said in a fretful voice, while Tharn was reading the long and complete statement of the client on the mobile phone.
... Good people, stop, stop. Our country is still in chaos. If we continue to argue like this, so will our country. Stop the trouble. Don't let the scheming hands behind us cause our discord. Those people have ideas.
I would like to give you a comprehensive and complete answer to a bloody storm not long ago. We two want to apologize for this incident. We let this incident turn into an ups and downs of a dog blood idol drama. At the beginning of this incident, we just wanted to spread this incident out for everyone to know, but some people with bad intentions brought it into a chaotic situation. So I want to publish this article to let you know the truth.
What happened between us and the criticized person (don't name them, just caused a lot of trouble to the students), we communicated with each other, and both sides were willing to admit their mistakes. People have different opinions on what happened that day (although some people's speech words can show their brain capacity, so it is. We shouldn't bring the matter of the student nong here. The mistake of the student nong is that he didn't speak friendly enough. We both know the truth. It's because the younger nong was also upset on that day, and the two of us got together without assessing at each other. So that's why we misunderstood him. It's like a stomach ache that's rolling and a person if stopped from going to the bathroom. Who wouldn't to poke at the person who stopped him? This is normal. So we two really want to apologize to our students.
"It worked!" Seeing this, Tharn murmured to himself. Looking up at the creepy, staring at the Type he's looking at.
"What did you say to the two fags?" The tone of Type's questioning became more and more rough, which made Tharn's face slightly changed after listening.
"You should be careful when you speak. You don't think about what happened not long ago, do you?"
What the fvck!
"Ai'Tharn! What did you tell them? Did you tell them about my childhood story? Otherwise, what are the two mad dogs doing to sympathize with me?" Type grabbed Tharn by the collar like he was trying to get in trouble. Tharn calmly held Type's hand.
It's not surprising that Type thinks this way. Type also asked to let this matter go. After trying all kinds of methods, both of them still believe that they have done nothing wrong, but now they are willing to sympathize with him and even send a new post to say they are willing to apologize, which means that he should know what they are going to say.
It's not surprising that Type would guess that Tharn was the one who told them about his childhood story.
"I've reminded you to be careful when you talk. You can cuss me. I'm not angry, but no one else can bear your harsh words If you had calmed down, this would not have happened." Tharn felt that his collar was tightened, but he looked up at Type sincerely.
"It's nice that they're willing to come out and solve this, and they're willing to help you clarify it."
Type was still struggling because he can see that Tharn is unwilling to tell him the whole story. The man who talked to him in the last second now looked down at the mobile phone in his hand. The next part is a long one - please we want the netizens to send sympathy to stop the whirlpool. No more pressing the issue, which means that the two sisters were willing to let this matter stop.
If the leader is willing to put an end to it, then the followers will stop. Maybe there will be a remnant of soldiers who like to bring pain to others who will struggle for sympathy, but it can be seen that this matter is slowly ending.
If the two sisters keep silent, and Type chooses silence, what else can those students talk about!
"Don't worry, I didn't tell them about you."
"What is the situation then?" Type asked gruffly. Tharn pulled his hand away from his collar and slowly looked up at him.
"I told the two sisters, I like you."
Bang!
In the next moment, Type's pupils were slightly dilated, and he looked at Tharn in shock. Tharn laughed more than before. Slowly approach Type, pull Type's hand and pull him to himself, two people are close as if kissing.
Bang!!
Type pushed his hand away. The reaction force made Type back a few steps. His leg hit the table behind him and made a big noise. But he still stared at Tharn defiantly.
"What are you talking about?!" Tharn shrugged after hearing his question and said with a relaxed face.
"I just told those two sisters that the reason why you hate gay so much is that I am gay, and then I tried my best to force myself onto you. You didn't dislike people like us, and you just dislike gay who force themselves onto you. And I also told them that it's good that you didn't report. That's all! The two sisters may think that you are not wrong, so let this thing go." Tharn pulled his hands and said to Type, but after listening, Type just looked at him and didn't believe him.
"Is that all?"
"Hmm." His answer made Type, who has always been tense, slowly relax. Now Type may think that what he said about liking him is just a way to scam others in order to help him.
"How is this reason?" Until I heard the murmur of Type's deep breathe, I felt very happy to see him calm the haze on my heart had dissipated.
In any case, Type's frown was finally lowered.
"Let me ask you a question." Tharn asked hesitantly. Having opened up a little bit, Type sat on the bed and looked at him,
"Why didn't you report the case? If someone happens to harass someone like they did you, they will not let those two people go, and they will make them pay the price."
"..." Type suddenly became silent, not because he wanted to avoid the problem, he was just sorting out what he wants to say.
"Because of what happened when I was 12."
Bang!
This time it was Tharn. If this answer is going to tear the wound on Type, Tharn doesn't want to know at all. But this time Ai'Type doesn't look as pained and desperate as before.
"At that time, my father called the police thinking that the man will get the retribution, but the reporter found out about that. I didn't want to report it just because I've tried it once, oh! How did the reporters describe me at that time, the pathetic child? They ask so many questions that they made me want to die. They constantly disturbed a 12-year-old who is already in a state of collapse for a news report." Type calmly narrated the situation with him at that time.
"Because those damned reports and people living nearby know what I've experienced. I dare not go out for several months, because I didn't want to be asked by anyone constantly - are you OK, kid? It's really pitiful. You, it's really pitiful... What do you want me to do? Do you want this kind of thing for your child? Even though the case was over but the story was not…"
It's not only what he's been violated before that made him what he is now, but the subsequent reporting of this incident also brought him a lot of harm.
"If anyone wants to know how they will be judged by the reporters after reporting the case, then they will suffer injuries and nightmares I should know this more than anyone. It's the same this time. If I go to report the case, if the scope of the incident will be wider, I may be satisfied in my heart, and I can see that they are in panic, but what will happen next I'll also get caught up in the chaos of events. Enough! It's just that I'm already going crazy." Tharn is very happy that Type can say this to him. Even if he doesn't want to mention his feelings to anyone now, he will just talk to Techno, and Tharn wouldn't bother.
Then Type took a deep breath, rubs his hair heavily, and leaned his head against the bed.
"Why does my life revolve around the damn homosexuals?" If Type says such extreme words, Tharn may be angry before that, but when he understands all this, he understands why Type will hate gays so much, which is his right. Because the homosexuals around him never brought any happiness to his life, but...
"I have something to tell you." Said Tharn slowly. Making Type on the bed look up slightly and wait for him to continue. Tharn, who clenched his fists, just hesitated and made up his mind. "... I told those two I like you... "
"Well, why!"
"I mean it."
Puff!
Ai'Type, leaning on the side of the bed with his neck up, sat up straight and looked at him with disbelief in his eyes. Tharn just smiled at him. His once cold eyes were as friendly as they were when we first met.
"You didn't hear me wrong. I think I like you." After that, Tharn took the earphone and put it on. He didn't care how serious Type asked, because he knew that Type could not respond to his feelings. Tharn just wanted to tell Type directly that he likes him. What he will do in the future, it will not be bullying or teasing him.
He really likes Type!
"Ai'Type! Ai'Type ~ that is to say, Tharn likes you, doesn't he?"
Khuu!
"Cough, cough, Bastard... Cough, cough... "
Type was sitting drinking soup. He was scared to death by that statement. The soup sprayed all over the table when Techno ran to him and asked this question, which made him want to block his mouth with his smelly feet. The person who asked this question sat beside him and looked at him incredulously.
"Cough, are you kidding? [Cough] It scares me this soup nearly choked me."
"Don't change the subject, I've heard from those two sisters."
"What else have you heard?" Type wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand. What his roommate said to him yesterday, he was full of doubts and it lingered in his head and he could not say it.
He likes me... That Ai'Tharn, it's impossible.
In any case, Type thinks it's impossible. Before that, he cussed him so much and hated him so much. Countless times of their actions can be said to have been bullying each other. Although Tharn likes men, how can he be sure that he doesn't like every man's chrysanthemum? So how can he say that he likes him?
As a result, even Type doesn't believe it, and Techno doesn't believe it any more.
"Just now they told me that they are not afraid of you going to report the case and ask for any compensation fee. It's just because Tharn went to ask them not to punish you. He also told them that he liked you very much and loved you very much. He told them that it was his fault, not yours, that you mocked them."
"What does it have to do with him?!" Type doesn't understand anything after listening.
I cussed them about Ai'Tharn? Since when did I confuse my mouth with his? Can anyone use a brain to think about it?
"Yes, but the seniors believed that Ai'Tharn said that he likes you, so they decided to let it go, Type. So you are a straight man who will say that you are afraid to approach gay. Although you will get revenge from the seniors, you still satirize them, which is not surprising. Tharn sincerely said that it's his fault that made you hate gays. If you want to do something, if they want to vent their anger, he asked them to punish him." Type frowned and stared at his friend, who immediately nodded to show that the gossip he has spilled is true.
"Don't look at me. I'm also confused. Why does Ai'Tharn do this for you? So it's credible. He really likes you. Hey! How can he like you? You have been cussing him all the time, and you are heartless enough to drive him out of the dormitory. "
"So you came to mock me?!" Type's words made his friends smart. Type took his bowl and walked to the recycling bin. He doesn't want to pay attention to his bad friend, although he keeps talking with him.
"So how can it be?!"
Khuu!
Type looked at the bad friend with his glaring eyes, his voice was low, and he said angrily.
"If you ask this kind of question before filtering it through your brain again, tell me in advance next time, and I will block your mouth with socks." Techno raised his hand and shrugged, saying that he would not make mistakes again. He can only take a deep breath more incomprehensible, but he muttered to himself.
"I can't believe that Tharn will like you. It's impossible! You annoy him every day. I really sympathize with him!"
Type was hinting that his ears were still hearing. He thinks so, too.
In fact, it started from the time of his illness, which is unlikely. He even cussed his parents. Is he looking for abuse, Hooei!
Type kept asking himself the same question, whether the roommate is really joking or not. Techno told him that Tharn apologized and told them that it was all his fault. He didn't mention anything about his childhood, so he kept thinking about it.
Why did he involve himself in the storm?
"Like me!" Type thought of what Tharn said yesterday, and muttered again.
Moreover, whether it's true or not, the voices of the two sisters made the situation better. Now few people call him vicious.
How about going to a public class today?
When he walked into the dormitory, a person who should not have been in the dormitory came out to chat with him. When he turned around and looked, he saw Tharn lying on the side behind the thick textbook.
"It's none of your business." If I can answer well, it's not really me, but I'll ask him.
"Why did you come back so early recently?"
When did he come back so early since they had an argument? He stayed late in the practice room every day. Now why did he come back to disturb my quiet.
After I asked this question, Tharn glanced at me and asked me back.
"Worried about me?" Tharn raised his eyebrows and asked me. I... Answer him very politely with the middle finger.
"Ha ha, I'm about to take the mid-term exam recently. I don't work hard at ordinary times. Now I'm here to cram." Ai'Tharn, the bastard, still has the face to smile at me, so I was angry with him for his duplicity. He didn't know if I've only noticed it recently, or whether it's just like that previous Tharn. Because I don't think he gets angry when I hate him now.
Why do I only think of myself when I once laid on his chest and cried bitterly, what was going on in me at that time? I was willing to tell him about it.
Moreover, although I found all kinds of excuses to persuade myself, in my heart, I know why I would like to tell him what happened back then.
"I believe you are not wrong."
In fact, this sentence made me waver, I was even willing to tell him everything. If he didn't stop me first, maybe I would have said everything the last thing I want to mention is my past.
When I have the answer in my mind, I put things on the bed. Do what I do every day go to the bathroom first after I go back to the bedroom.
"Here, I bought you food."
"I have already eaten." Before I went out of the bedroom, I told him clearly in my low voice, but Tharn just shook his head.
"Then you can eat it at night." This time I turned to look at Tharn and asked him incomprehensibly.
"Why do you do this?"
This can be said to be a kind of goosebumps raising sorta thing. Although he told me that after he liked me, he didn't force me anymore. He didn't do that kind of thing after he knew my past. But... Why is he so good to me!
Ai'Tharn looked me in the eye, and then his answer gave me goose bumps.
"Treat people one likes with one's heart where is the fault in that?"
"Go away ~!" Although I asked this question first, I couldn't help but open my mouth to cuss him. After the cussing, I left the dormitory with a small step. My mind was complex.
If I had heard this before, I would have cussed to the person who likes me and waved my fist. But now I'm also worried I hate gay very much after hearing this, I didn't feel disgusted.
Ai'Tharn! This would only work for the Ai'Tharn alone, haha!
Bang!
So, I went back to my bed, even after I had already left the dormitory, and walked to the laid back Tharn with vigorous steps.
"I seriously ask you, you must want to get something from me to help me like this." I seriously asked Tharn who then turned to look away from the book and stare at me, then Tharn smiled at the corner of his mouth.
"If I want something, will you give it to me?"
"Don't make fun of me." When I finished angrily, Tharn answered me seriously and sincerely.
"I want you to sleep with me."
"!!!"
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