章節 18: Chapter 18

It has been three weeks since I have been in this pack, with me being ignored and treated like trash by Lawrence and Britta, but it okay at least I am being treated well by the rest of the royals it actually been lovely.

I am more close to Lillian and Becca now but that doesn't mean I am more open to them now but I am trying to be more relax and give them a chance.

Becca and Ethan are getting closer, they can't even stay five minutes away from each other with love growing immensely between them.

I can help it but wish I have that kind of love from my mate but once again I wasn't meant to be loved that was my course I have learned to live with all my life.

I don't know what is happening but can't sleep or eat properly, must be the mate pull because we refused to accept it but I will go through this with a strong mind, fighting it when needed.

Come to think of it I was supposed to have experienced heat by now, but I am not complaining it's for the best I think.