Adonis's POV
I cried as I wrote the letter to her. I took a new paper many times because it got wet with my tears, and I honestly don't know how to start my message for her since I hate to say goodbye. I never thought this would happen. I realize we are both young, but we can get married if I choose to, but I perceive it will only make our situation complicated, and the best thing to do is to follow my mom's rule at the moment. I still have nothing I can be proud of, and for me to have her in my life, I should prepare for the future.