And I hope, you will still be with me dispite these abnormalities that come with me.
" It's only your unconditional love that brought us both here, it's my wish that I grow old with you.
The weight of the night rolled up against him, the emotions and feelings against his own walls. He had once apon a time successfully kept them at bay. He could see her eyes flashing with uncertainty to what was to happen. He edged closer to her, the filtered light from the outside fell across her face, her eyes veiled to never see him.
He let her go and walked to the walk in closet and came out with a scarf.
" Here... help me with this."
He handed her the Scarf and placed his face forward.
" Am a fair person."
" You want me to cover your face?"
He didn't need to reply.
She covered his eyes and caressed his face and felt half a smile curved his mouth.
He cupped her face too before a forefinger touched her lips. They felt exactly as he was imagining.
" Nigel, are you sure."
" I have wanted to do this even before I married you."
" I love you Nigel."
A single tear slid down his face.
" Again say, it again."
" I love you..."
The words felt new on her trembling breath.
" He bent down and captured his name in her mouth as he kissed her.
The desire to do more swept through his veins in a rush.
" Her hand came up slowly and rested on his forearms.
The kissing went on.
Time suspended, In this moment every thing was perfect, the only bomber would be if Acer woke up or something.
Except for the pounding hearts, the room was quiet.
With their clothes on the floor.
He slowly opened a drawer and got a condom from it. He tore open the package and offered it to her by placing it in her hand.
No one said anything.
Her hands, his shuddering breath, her touch spoke for them.
When she was done, he kissed her neck as she guided him to her. He entered her as she bite her lip and pulled herself from under him in pain.
" Are you ok?"
" Hmmmm."
The thought that it might been long since she'd done this and probably the reason she experienced the pain.
He slowly and carefully continued...he thought his heart had stopped when she moved together with him.
Accepting, wanting him.
The feeling of warm and wet...hard and soft. When she came, the hard caught desperate breath excited him even more as she bite her nails in his back and teeth on his neck.
His body jumped and jerked, he thought he heard himself cry as he released. Exhaustion engulfed him like a blanket and he pulled himself from her and lay by her side. Curled towards him she slept from exhaustion.
He pulled the scarf from his sweat covered face and was about to pull the covers up over her when he heard her protest with her closed eyes.
" I guess, you feel hot..."
" Hmmmm..."
He switched on the light and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
When he came back Samantha's nakad body lay stretched out, she slept on her belly out on a white sheets that shone like washed silk with the contrast of the blood stain.
His stomach clutched at the thought that he didn't take enough care of her first time. The thought that he might have, must have caused her pain as they made love made him sick. He covered her up and he heard Acer make cute baby noises and knew that he was awake.
" great timing buddy."
" Let's not wake mummy...She is really tired.
Daddy will feed you instead."