. When I'm finally ready to leave the castle because I'm not afraid anymore I head back down to my masters dojo my usual routine. She tells me lets go easy today and work on something more internal.
She grabs lots of candles and incents and lights them all. I sat down in the center of the mat and started to count down from 10 over and over again till I was in the in between state. I heard the masters voice and she told me to find the witch so I did. I focused in and travelled through my body from my mind Down to my heart then finally making it into my soul.
I tried to locate her with my mind but I was already a bit tired this is probably why were doing this to strengthen me when I'm in this state. When i found her I felt relived. Outside of my body I'm starting to float and my expression is starting to change. Master sky realizes I must have found her but shes trying to take over again.
Back inside my body, the witch looks frightened and scared like a little child so I walk over to her against my best judgment. She grabs my arm and looks at me with a twisted face. I can faintly here Master sky saying" snap out of it Victoria RIGHT NOW". I look at the witch terrified and I'm starting to feel faint and I'm lost for what to do so I freeze. She grabs my head and a bit of energy rushes into my head before I scream" STOP".
When I open my eyes again i'm back in the dojo. All the candles are put out and the place looks a bit shaken up. I lay on the ground on my back and breath in deeply a couple of times. After me and sky calm down a bit we clean up and try to meditate again but this time we take it slow and just try to stay in the state for as long as I can.
When it gets late I notice master sky is a bit distracted like something is on her mind and like shes looking for something... or someone. I head out for the night and take a stroll through the city before heading home.