A/n: Play ** Unravel - Tokyo Ghoul OP [Piano] while reading this
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Gunan suddenly remembered the old man whom he sent off with a complicated heart. Wasn't the situation like this?
He had returned the old man's sincerity with a cruel smile and a slap of truth.
Now the heavens were asking him to pay!
"Ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha!"
It was so laughable!
The Gunan who climbed from the lowest slums to the chairman of the Guan Empire was reduced to something like this!
He continued to laugh maniacally, not realizing that he was also crying at the same time.
Wasn't fate too funny?
He had done things that were inhumane. He killed people. A lot of them.
From the first fear, to get rid of his conscience, he welcomed his change and began to enjoy it.
He even tainted a kind man.
He had done many sins yet the heaven who was said to be fair only punished him with a stab and gunshot?
A/n: The song below catches Gunan's feelings at his death's door.
For me, Gunan really left a deep impression on the whole book. His death was an ending and the beginning of substantial point of the story.
Unravel Lyrics - Jonathan Young (english version)
[Intro]
Oh, can you tell me, can you tell me the way the story ends?
A monster in my heart
A ghost inside my chest
I'm broken down, the world around us
Surround my suffering
You smile and laugh at me
But you don't see a thing
[Verse 1]
Damaged and broken as I am
I'm trying not to breathe
Unraveled, I'm not unraveled by
The truth I finally see, freeze
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I'm breakable, unbreakable
I'm shakeable, unshakeable
Unraveling since I found you
[Chorus]
And now I'm turning to dust in a world that's twisted
Don't come searching when I go missing
Close your eyes or just try to look away
Don't want to hurt you
We live in a world someone else imagined
The ghost of what's left of me all but vanished
Remember my heart, how bright I used to shine
[Verse 2]
Entangled in the loneliness
The memory of innocence
It's stinging me, it's breaking me
The pain is spreading endlessly
I cannot move, I close my eyes
I try to breathe, I realize -
I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed
UNRAVEL THE WORLD
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I'm not what I was then
Don't touch the infection
Entwined we will both die
So stay away, and stay alive
I'm breakable, unbreakable
I'm shakeable, unshakeable
Unraveling, I won't infect you!
[Chorus]
Now I'm turning to dust in a world that's twisted
Don't come searching when I go missing
Close your eyes or just try to look away
Don't want to hurt you
We live in a world someone else imagined
The ghost of what's left of me all but vanished
Remember my heart, how bright I used to shine
[Bridge]
Please, just don't forget me
Just don't forget me
Just don't forget me
Just don't forget me
Don't forget me
[Chorus]
We live in a world someone else imagined
The ghost of what's left of me all but vanished
Remember my heart, how bright I used to shine
[Outro]
Oh, can you tell me?
Oh, can you tell me?
A monster in my heart
And now there's nothing left