Chapter 46
Part 46
Day thirty-one 4
Sam's POV
The food are still not here but his still quiet so this is all my fault isn't it?.
"Are you going to be like this?" I asked him while staring at him and he was looking outside while crossing his arm and leaning in his chair.
"Are you not going to talk?" I said with irritated voice. Is he serious?.
I gave up do whatever he wants tss... as if I started this.
I stand up and get my bag then about to go when he finally talk.
"Where are you going?" I look at him while he was still looking outside didn't move a little bit in his chair as if he doesn't care If I go or not.
"To a place where people could talk tss." And turn around then walk.
"Wait!" I heard and I felt his hand holding me. I turn my head again and look at him intently like asking why.
"I'm sorry okay... I was just tired"
"Tired really?... but you weren't tired when you laughed at me?" I ask
"I know, but it's different when you did that inappropriate action"
"Did I start it-"
"So do I?" He cut me off when he ask that. I look at him angrily damn him for making me feel guilty about on what I did. I know this wasn't his fault but it's his fault for being handsome and attractive to all the girls out of this world, that even a little kiddo girl likes him hmmp. I get away my eye's and look at the floor.
But he lift up my head and make me stare at his eyes. "You know that even if there's a lot of girls out there, your still the only one that I would give my attention and give my whole world with right?"
*dug dug dug*
This is it again and again damn it. I just nod and look down again.
"Let's get back now"
"Mam, sir here's your order" and a middle aged talk while we were still staring at each other. I saw the middle aged woman smiling happily in me that made me blush and look away. Damn this is so embarrassing haysst.
We get back to our seat and he guide me on my seat then we both get ready to eat.
"Let's eat now?" He ask while I just nod at him.
We ate until I forgot to tell something.
"After this I need to go home early, mom could be worrying about me because I didn't inform her or dad. My phone are deadbat" he look at me with a little smile.
"Don't worry, I already settle it... I said that were going to have a date so don't worry too much"
"Tss. They trust you that much?" I said and eat my food.
"Ofcource because i wouldn't do anything that would make you cry or feel hurt" i put down my fork and spoon when i heard it while staring at my food.
*dug dug dug*
It really proves that every words he was saying to me are making me feel chills but the other words are making me feel nervous and feel guilty on something.
"What's wrong baby? are you okay?" He said while holding my hand that are in the table, I look at him.
"D-don't worry I'm f-fine"
"Okay...let's continue?"
"Yeah" and he let go of my hand then we continue on eating our food.
We ate quietly as if we doesn't want to talk to each other.
Time passed we finish eating and decided to go on our favorite park.
The park we first saw each other and made me think the day that I first saw him innocent as if he didn't do anything, as if he was just enjoying his life in that park.
"Are you okay baby?" I look at him while we were walking near to his car.
"Y-yeah just r-randomly thinking something" and gave him a smile that made him smile too.
"That's my car...let's go now" he pointed out his porsche 992 Carrera 4S Genf 2019 color gray.
I love cars that's why I knew what the cars brand just by looking at it intently the way that i would understand every little things in that car.
"Let's get in" he opened the door for me in the passenger seat and he run towards the driver's seat then drove the car straight to the park that he once said the most place that he treasured a lot.
We arrived in the park and once again he opened the door for me so I get out and wait for him.
"You shouldn't wait for me baby... you know that everyone can go here and seat in everywhere" he said and encircle his hand around my waist then walk but my feet got stop on where i was standing.
"W-what's wrong baby?" I don't know but my heart was beating so fast and its making me feel nervous on something that I can't think what it might be. My breathing become heavier.
He let go of me and hold my both hands.
"Are you okay baby?" He ask in a worried tone.
"I-im sorry... I-im sorry"
"Did something happened....like Seriously you can talk to me baby... your making me nervous!"
"I'm sorry.... let's go" I let go of his hand and walk towards the park even if my feet are shaking. It was as if my feet got stiff.
I heard his foot steps running beside me.
I sat on the swing where I waited for him before starting the game. A tear fell but I fastly wipe it without him knowing it. Then I lift up my head and look at the sky who already have a lot of star in it and can see the moon.
"This is where we first met right.... and I wouldn't regret that" I almost tear up when he said that...damn it.
*dug dug dug*
"This place was my favorite of all places... I didn't know that this will be also the place where I would saw the girl that I've dreamed for." Tears start to flow down my cheeks while I'm still staring at the sky.
He should know the truth before he ask for something that I couldn't give now.
I lift down my head and saw him kneeling down while looking at me with a smile in his face.
"You gave me hoped sam." Tears running throw my cheeks as if I have a gallon of water in my eyes.
"Hey..." he wipe my tears but it was still flowing down my cheeks it was as if they are leading the way out on my system.
"I-im s-so s-sorry..."
"Hey baby, you didn't do anything okay?"
"I-i d-did a-and huhuhu😭 I-im s-sorry" I said and kiss him.
"I-im s-sorry" I kiss him again.
Every time I said sorry I kiss him in the lips. I didn't know how many times it was but he stop me.
"Baby... I like your kisses yes, but you need to stop on kissing me, because I might can't stop myself on tempting to get you right here, right now"
*dug dug dug*
He was still wiping my tears while saying it to me. Did he really make jokes on me while I'm being serious here.
"K-kev i-im s-serious h-here" and he remove the smile in his face.
"I'm serious too baby" I stand up and leave him..... his still kneeling on the ground.
I encircle my arms around me. Shivering are eating me damn it.
"Hey" I heard his husky voice while he hugged me from behind.
"I'm sorry I just thought on something"
"You've been thinking too much baby...stop it okay because it might stress you a lot"
I get away from his hug and look at him straight in the eyes.
"A-always love me k-Kevin... do f-forgive me a-always p-please"
"Hey... baby there's nothing you would do that I won't forgive and ofcourse I wouldn't stop loving you ... I'll wait If that's what you want then" he said while holding my hands again.
I wish... I wish you would do that after this.
"K-kev... i-i.... I-i"
*kring kring kring*
"Wait a minute baby" he let go of my hands and pick up his phone.
Maybe this wasn't the right time for me to confess it.