章節 6: 6.IT'S NOT THAT EASY

I was a finally a trainee now and I and oppa were building a even stronger bond . A day before training I and oppa and gone out to hangout we were drunk and I didn't tell oppa that he confessed his feelings for me . I never told him because love at this stage would cost my whole career . Kpop idols and trainees were not allowed to date untill a period of time because it might affect their fandom . It was the first day of training and it was damn hectic . Rule breaking was quite painful . Their was board put every week for punishments for different types of rule breaking like being late , not completion of homework etc and there was always a pressure of elimination. If you're not among the best you'll get eliminated soon. We had to wake up at 6 put on makeup and all kinds of face and hair masks and then leave . Arrive start training for dance classes for the next 3 hours , After 3 hours we had vocal classes for 3 hours with our separate vocal coaches , lunch of 10 minutes where we had boiled broccoli,a banana , protein shake and some here and there things .Then we had gym training for the next 2 hours then finally recording untill it was perfect and really hectic . we keep practicing untill 11 till night and I did not live in any dorm but I and kyungsoo oppa shared a house ( nothing more than that).I now had certain friends in the studio . Weekly we have progress tests , weight checks and punishments checks . I saw many of my colleagues getting eliminated . I and oppa would now hangout more after training . At first it was tough to adjust . But after I got used to it as always I became one of the best trainees at LG. Oppa was always a competition.This is what happens when you're in a company you need to complete with your bestest of friends because you need to prove yourself to be the best. Being one of the best I had some advantages that LG did give me . Like idol trainees go through money issues at first and so to support themselves financially they do cameos in dramas and movies and I wanted to start an acting career Soon and for that I needed to get LG trust .