章節 14: Chapter 13
Chapter 13
Adriella Cresent
Months have passed after the meeting of Jungkook's family. They are so kind and sweet. I can see and feel that they are a loving family. They are supportive towards JK's career. What I love about them is that they treated me as their own daughter. They made me feel welcomed to their family that I am happy.
Two haved also passed and I notice that JK became distant towards me. I just ignore it before but then its already two weeks he became cold to me. I don't know why or i don't remember anything i said or i did wrong to him. I don't know what's happening. I don't know what to do anymore. It hurts me. His silence, coldness and distant pains me. Its not like him anymore. I tried to understand him because i know he is just busy and their schedule is fully loaded but I am deeply hurt. He doesn't talk to me anymore. He is totally cold. 😢😢😢
It's my off today and I decided to visit them at bighit. I woke up early to make them some snacks. I think they have a practice today. So better yet make some snack to them.
Upon arriving at big hit ent, i was greeted with a smile by the security guard. He knew me. All of the people working at big hit ent knew me.
I saw one of BTS manager and greeted him and ask him if i could see the guys and he said yes. He accompanied me to the dance studio where the guys are practicing.
When i entered the dance studio Jimin oppa immediately saw me and come to me.
Adriella ssi, you're here.😊
Hello Jimin oppa. 😊
I greeted him
Adriella ssi. What are you doing here?😊
Its hobi oppa.
Hi Hobi oppa. I came here to visit you and i actually have something for you all.😊
What is it? 🤔
Taehyung oppa asked.
I brought you guys some snacks. Its a tuna sandwich, clubhose sandwich and some kimbab. 😊
Wow. You made these? 🤔
Jimin oppa asked
Yes oppa. 😊
You don't have work today? 🤔
Its Seokjin oppa
I don't have oppa that's why i decided to visit you. 😊
Hey JK, you're girl is here.
Seokjin oppa called JK's attention but it seems he didn't hear it because he's wearing earphones or he heard it but decided to just ignore me. 😢
I think he didn't heard me. Seokjin oppa said trying to comfort me. I just smile at him.
Its okay oppa. I think so too. I'll just come to him 🙂
They decided to eat the snacks I've made. I sat besides JK and offer him the egg sanwich in which he accepted. I'm glad he accepted it but still he is silent and doesn't talk to me.
After they ate the snacks, they resume to their practice. Evening came and their practice finished. I was about to go home but then JK offered me a ride. He used the company car to drive me home.
While he is driving, i turn my head to looked at him.
Np: Crying over you
🎶"You don't mean to be a problem
You don't mean to cause me pain
You don't mean to do much but they're one and the same"🎶
JK.
I called him. No response.
🎶"That I'm gonna feel broken for a bit
Life's gonna be a little bit shit
Oh, for at least the next week
We had our flaws I'll be the first to admit
And we both struggled to commit
Oh, was it really that bleak?"🎶
JK, are we still good?
I asked him. But still i got no response. His eyes are glued on the road. I'm hurt. I restrained myself from crying. I don't want him to see me crying. I just turned my head to the car's window. 😢
Minutes later, he stopped the car.
🎶And I don't know why I've been crying over you
For the life of me, I wish that I knew"🎶
We're here.
He said without looking at me.
🎶"And I don't know, just how much more I can go through
Man, oh man I wish I knew, why I've been crying over you"🎶
JK.
I called him once more then finally he looked at me.
🎶"I don't mean to be a problem
I don't mean to cause you pain
Don't wanna break it up but, there's no other way
You're not the only one who's hurting"🎶
I looked at me and i gave him a hug. I tight hug like I don't wanna let him go. I felt him stunned by my sudden gesture.
🎶"Or who's finding this hard
But you gotta admit that we're drifting apart"🎶
You know that I love you right?
I whisper to him. Then I let go of the hug.
🎶"Look we're gonna feel broken for a bit
And it's gonna be a little bit shit
But you'll find the strength when you're weak
You'll find a love when you least expect it
It could be any minute
So don't fight the tears on your cheek"🎶
I looked at him in eyes and said
I love you. Im still inlove with you JK, please remember that.
Then i smiled.
🎶"And I don't know why I've been crying over you
For the life of me, I wish that I knew
And I don't know, just how much more I can go through
Man oh man I wish I knew, why I've been crying over you"🎶
I'll go ahead now. Good night and please drive safely.
I got off the car and head to my apartment's door. I watched him leave my apartment then, i go inside my apartment and head back to my room.
🎶"Now I don't like a cliche
But I'm reading from the same book all over again
All different covers, all different colors
They're never the same
But they always make me cry in the end
We thought we gave each other a whole world
But it turns out we didn't know such a thing
Guess life's like this, shit happens
And we look for the magic
But good things always come to an end, an end
Ya know"🎶
As soon as i got to my room. My knees weaken so i sat on my bed then my tears roll down.
🎶"And I don't know why I've been crying over you
For the life of me, I wish that I knew
And I don't know, just how much more I can go through"🎶
He didn't answer my question to him. I guess we're not good anymore. It hurts. My chest really hurts. 😢😢😢💔
🎶"Man, oh man I wish I knew, why I've been crying over you
Man, oh man I wish I knew, why I've been crying over you
Man, oh man I wish I knew, why I've been crying over you"🎶
I cried until i fell asleep. I hope it was just a dream. I hope that when i woke up everythings will be fine, will be back to normal. I hope we will be good.
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End of chapter 13
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